birdee

i'm on a visit home in Virginia and it snowed (!!!!!!!!) it's the first time i've actually been able to be home for a decent snow fall in years...it's freakin awesome..plus i get to run around in the snow with my baby doggy..good times...but i miss my boyfriend..i'm pathetic..i've been like..severely depressed..i've had two bad dreams that he 1) disappeared and 2) didn't want to touch me anymore and was totally over me but he wanted to fuck this random girl we were living with and kept playing her pink guitar (wtf?) and eventually fucked her while i was laying next to them!! ...i totally blame this dream on watching "Big Love" before i went to sleep...truly horrific