So I hear a joke today, this guy who is not looking out for a quick fuck runs into a prostitute... she says. i'll do anything for you for 500 dollars... so he says sure, come home with me and paint my house!
I want intimacy. This has got to sound weird coming from a guy, but I've only had intercourse with 2 different girls, have had oral alot before too... But have never made love to someone I really cared for, I wonder what it's like. I was sexually abused for the first 15 years of my life, I never had a chance to learn on my own what it's like... and I just kind of numbed myself away from emotional sex when I started doing it I didn't want to get attached and told myself to just have fun... But I can't have fun like this, it just doesn't feel right. I might ask this girl out in the building I work at, the other day she was working a 2nd job and I ran into her there with my mom (was tagging along with her shopping since she had to get me to sign some life insurance mumbo jumbo earlier) and we bs'd for a bit and I guess flirted awkward as it may seem in front of my mother, haha. She says she always sees me around the building in the elevator ( i only remember seeing her one day so maybe she remembers more times than I do) Asked my name, got hers, and what floor she works on / doctor she works for. Gonna go stop by tommorow during lunch probably. Wish me luck, with my current luck though she's either taken or has a kid or something.
I want intimacy. This has got to sound weird coming from a guy, but I've only had intercourse with 2 different girls, have had oral alot before too... But have never made love to someone I really cared for, I wonder what it's like. I was sexually abused for the first 15 years of my life, I never had a chance to learn on my own what it's like... and I just kind of numbed myself away from emotional sex when I started doing it I didn't want to get attached and told myself to just have fun... But I can't have fun like this, it just doesn't feel right. I might ask this girl out in the building I work at, the other day she was working a 2nd job and I ran into her there with my mom (was tagging along with her shopping since she had to get me to sign some life insurance mumbo jumbo earlier) and we bs'd for a bit and I guess flirted awkward as it may seem in front of my mother, haha. She says she always sees me around the building in the elevator ( i only remember seeing her one day so maybe she remembers more times than I do) Asked my name, got hers, and what floor she works on / doctor she works for. Gonna go stop by tommorow during lunch probably. Wish me luck, with my current luck though she's either taken or has a kid or something.
yaya:
*wow* I believe that you've been attracted to girls that don't know what they really want. Or am I just different from now-a-day girls? 
Anyway, it's nice to see for a change a guy that wants to make love, not sex! 
I think that's totally awesome and I wish you the best of luck talking to this new girl. Take care sweety, ciao! 
Anyway, it's nice to see for a change a guy that wants to make love, not sex! I think that's totally awesome and I wish you the best of luck talking to this new girl. Take care sweety, ciao!