bionicfemme

okay so you are clearly a lover and a poetic romantic so the no love for BionicFemme thing is clearly not an option. Besides that would be givving in to whatever badness happened between you and N.

I wish I had some good advice as to what to do. Do you think Alyson has any idea as to your feelings. As hard as it may be you might need to explain your feelings to her. Keeping that type of thing bottled up never seems to work out that well. It is not going to be fun being friends, for you or her, if you are silently carrying that around with you. Eloquence is clearly your strong suit so I bet you can express your feelings in a tatctful and honest way that will still preserve the comfort between the two of you.

And I totally feel you on the cherry garcia thing. That has been the one thing I miss in cutting diary out of my diet. I found a non-dairy soy version of it yesterday and I just fainted from ecstasy of it.

Thank you for complimenting my eloquence; I do try to be classy, although many times I fail, lol. No seriously, that means a lot. I mean, WTF, you're talking to the girl who had Posh Spice as her first crush, hahaha.

I wish I could tell Alyson...but I don't want to confuse her or interfere with her relationship with Celeste-- WHOA she just called me right now! LOL. Ok i'm off the phone. I think maybe she has a small inkling of how I feel, but we both know it wouldn't be right to act on it. I don't play dirty, I don't go after women who are taken, so I guess i'll just move on, which sucks.

Hmm...I don't know, maybe I should just stop analyzing everything and just go do something today...i'm thinking about going shopping and buying a Cibo Matto CD. Oh, and thank you for calling me poetic and romantic, i'm glad somebody thinks I am, lol.

i know this girl who is ugly, smells bad, is dim-witted, ungrounded, not funny whatsoever, unfashionalble unartistic, unromantic (m akes wheezing noises alot. but she is faithful as a piece of toast (what does that have to do with anything?). you want to meet her?

LOL! The girl you just described sounds like all of the girls I end up dating (minus the faithful part)

aww you are a nice big sister! hehe i remember the days w/ little sis...but of course she is 18 now...sooo that's a whole nother story! my cute christian bible toting homophobic hypocrite sister...but i love her. she can be cool sometimes...we were both raised southern baptist in alabama..so i can't blame her...just hoping she'll open her eyes one day!! ANYway i'm writing in your journal instead of mine now aren't i? sorry! eek. glad you had a lovely day, doll. OH and it's funny...well not funny haha, but ya know...funny that you are half asian when everyone always thinks i am half something or other...i usually get chinese or japanese...but really i'm not to my knowledge...but i always tell people i am anyway. hehe i'm just a mutt.

I loved FF6! FF6 and FF3 are the same. I love Cyan with his Quadra Slash technique. And Celes was a cutie, especially when you equipt her with the gengi glove and the offering. She can attack 8 times in a row.

I think Kefka was the greatest villian in FF history. He did the most. He enslaved Terra, poisoned the kingdom of Duma, Burned Figero Castle, Killed Emperor Gestal, Killed General Leo, Turned the espers into magasite, became a god and destroyed the planet. Not to mention that laugh of his..

Tane

Oh, Kefka is totally creepy in his own pixilized way, lol. I still think that Sephiroth is the scariest villain in RPG history. I remember the first time I played FF7 my little sis and I were home alone and I got to that part in the Shinra building where all the blood is smeared over all of the walls. She was like "Is mom gonna come home soon?" lol. I like Sephiroth's dynamic personality; I like how just that one instant where he questions his existence turns him completely mad. He is a very interesting character...he makes you realize what impact just one incident or phrase can have on a person, and he's scary because he's completely insane. I actually like his character a lot; whenever i'm in a dark mood, I feel evil like Sephiroth...but then I get over it fairly quickly, lol.

Bacon calms the nerves? WoW! My brother is a bacon lover too, not me.

just post more pics cute.... leave us all smitten with you lovelyness

As long as your initial meeting doesn't go like this:

Claudia: Hi, nice to meet you.
You: *vomits violently on ground*

... you should be fine. If you're REALLY nervous, put her in a headlock and DEMAND you do something fun. If she asks you for specifics, give her a noogie.

From there on, you should be fine.

I'm like you. The minute someone is a little late I start thinking that there was an accident.

Everything will be fine and you'll see her soon.

luck.

i thnk you should definatly do it...maybe the bank robber stole your clothes...hmm. and kittie kicks ass

Where are you at? Lucky you get to pick up Claudia. Great plenty of rest. Give her a hug for me.