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Rarararararawwwwww. Thank you all for your compliments and encouragement, poll says I stick with light green. Probably better, I hear my "flaming orange" ones are kind of spooky. My friend Lisa sings "Thriller" everytime she sees me with those, lol. Dude, why does Michael Jackson suck so bad now, he used to be pretty cool back in the day, before all the surgery and crap....
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ghostina:
oh you are so fabulous! smile i'm so excited that you're going to be a SG! can't wait to see your first set...even though i know it will be awhile. you get to meet dia?? no fair!! smile have fun...mmm curry!
dia:
I am the LAST person in the world to worry about being a dork in front of!

Sea monkeys rule! I had a pair that got to be close to an inch long for a whole year, big enough that you could see their faces. It was the best. They can be the perfect pets.
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So I got an email back from Missy...I guess i'm not a suicide girl.
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I'M JUST KIDDING, I GOT ACCEPTED, YEAHHH ROCK ON, I'M THE MUTHAFUCKIN' MAN!

Whoo hoo. Shit, shit, I gotta get on the ball here, gotta get Christina to take a picture set of me and I gotta fill out all the paperwork before school starts and I get swamped with other...
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the_o_man:
Congratulations ;-) Go with the light green. Your adorable! Can't wait .. .Woo Hoo
inkedgirl:
Yay! Get busy girl! I can't wait to see your set! *rawr!*
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Agggggghhh. I got like no sleep last night. Laid in my bed with Garbage playing and for some reason started crying because again, my PMS gets me all emotional, i'm probably going to start today or tomorrow. I hear in France if you kill someone and you're a woman on PMS, they reconsider your sentence in court. OK, if I ever kill anyone i'll have...
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I spun a nearly perfect set today! Only one mistake and it sounds like I did it on purpose. Yessss...I did a lot of spinning to get my mind off of SF and its lesbians with souls shortage, it helped a lot. It seems I do my best spinning when i'm pissed off or sad about something. PMS rules.

Saw Christina (photographer girl) today. We...
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ghostina:
hey cutie! smile sounds like you had a lovely day...strip clubs, hot photgraphers named christina!!(that's my name)..i wanna go! haha
thanks for the encouraging comments about my pic from my set...*blush* i'm glad you liked it!! smile
OH my best friend, m, is now a member and just accepted as a SG...her username is Colette..so check her out! smile she's cool...
anyway have a lovely day!
ghostina:
OH yeah..did you finish Valencia yet? it's fucking awesome right?! if you're like me, you'll read it over and over...i totally wish i was michelle tea... or at least her friend hehe...
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Morning sunshine. Wow, I slept forever, I went to the oxygen bar last night and downed some herbal cocktails. I also did 25 minutes of some scent that's supposed to make you feel sexy. It actually kind of worked, I sort of hit on this bartender that looked like the Hispanic version of Angelina Jolie but my gaydar was saying "All signs point to no."...
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dia:
Head north. There's tons and tons of beautiful 20 year old lesbians in Sonoma County, esp. in like Guerneville and Sebastopol!!!! Also, there are two large colleges with very active lesbian scenes. I know tons and tons and tons of beautiful lesbians! Too bad I'm bi... and too shy to ever hit on girls anyway. They have to basically just grab me and kiss me or I don't even try. It's only like 40 mins from S.F. and is a little cheaper to live (not much, but some). I think maybe you'd like it up here.
s5:
!!! reading this makes me want to introduce you to every girl i know in sf who likes girls.
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Ah, enough musing about the French language. I truly admire the French and the importance they stress on language, how the French feminists believe that you don't own your words, your words own you.

Why do I always have these obscene cravings for tofu? I really am a raging dyke.

My friend came over and chilled for a while, we looked at the pics I...
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emperor_tane:
Empress of the world.. No! So now I have competition huh? I shall become Emperor of this world. I am already Emperor of the Universe... It is destiny.

Tane
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I thought I should share one of my nuggets of wisdom with you. What is today's moral, children?

"Live life in eternal jouissance." -Me

What, you may ask, is "jouissance?" It's French for orgasm, but it translates into "the little death." The French used to believe that every time you had an orgasm, a small part of your life was taken off, like a year...
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digdug:
Well, what I gleaned for this definition is that since it is a word in a foreign language, it is difficult to directly translate it into english. It's meaning seems to have different "tones" for different situations. I dunno
rogueboy:
SH*T! A year for every orgasm?! I should be DEAD by now!
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Met up with photographer woman tonight in a coffeeshop. She showed me all sorts of her work and I am completely amazed. There is absolutely no way I will let someone else do my picture set, it has to be this woman. She's a photographic genius. All of her models are amateurs and that's what makes them so originally beautiful. She brought me a huge...
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mike11:
I am glad to see you are moving forward with your set. As for the girls you have dated take it from me - they are all crazy ( though I have not given up yet ). All you can do is find one that doesnt have too many mental problems. I wish you well.
digdug:
Is this the same photographer woman you were talking about a while ago that gave you the creepy vibe? It's cool that you found someone whose work you respect.

I've been trying to reduce my time on SG. I wasn't gettin enuff sleep and stuff. Little obsessive I am.

No, I haven't seen C-Dogg yet frown She didn't even mention my name in her post frown
I'm hopin that maybe she will be at this party tomorrow. I hope so. If I see her I will tell her whasup for you. word.
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Thank you for all of your encouragement! The decision is up to Spooky and Missy now, my fate lies with them.

I really just feel like finding a cozy place tonight, curling up with Michelle Tea's "Valencia" and some sort of hot, soothing beverage. I really am the narrator of Valencia, I think I will always be in love with the idea of being in...
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alpha:
[insert something of relevance to what you just said here.]
rogueboy:
Migoodness. It's like the plot line to a bad sitcom. I feel your pain, girl.

Next time you meet a girl you like, just save yourself the trouble, slap her and walk away before she says anything. It'll be fun.
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Ok, I know I just wrote a 1,000 page journal, but guess what-- I JUST FILLED IN MY SG APP, whoo hooo!!! I haven't taken the pictures for my set yet, but thought it might be smart to, I don't know, get approved first? lol. I am the muthafuckin' man, yo! Listen to my response to the essay question:

Why do you want to do...
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misterseeon:
i see you becoming a great suicidegirl. maybe even the greatest of them all wink
indie:
Your going to be awesome as a suicidegirl... can't wait.