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So we tried to get into our originally planned bar and for the FIRST time in my life the Fake ID didn't work. I was so depressed, because this club actually looked like one I would fit in at, and all the girls frequenting it were the hottest lesbians i'd ever seen in my life! It's cool though. In one month, i'll be legal and...
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soraya:
fuck! this lady was at the lex? usually the staff there is pretty damn good at kicking at any fucked up sketchy drunkards. at least the sleazy guys that come in and try to hit on the dykes.
hey. next time you're there you have to play you shook me all night long by ac/dc just for me. ok?
xoxo soraya
grrlhavoc:
hey if your on im me..need t otalk to ya
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Caption: B-Femme trying to match presumed neurosis with cute girl sitting across from her at a club.

So i'm going to yet another club with Sherry, the first girl I ever dated. I think it's ironic that tonight i'm going to go cruise for chicks with her. She's really cool though, I think she's one of the last sane lesbians out there. I would date...
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grrlhavoc:
damn your hot
gil:
Word
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I didn't know how else to deal with the hate but to cut off a lot of my own hair.

I don't know if you can tell in the pic, but a lot of it is gone and i'd say i'm borderline soft butch now.

I went to another 21+ club with Josie. It has been easy to sneak in lately, they don't even question...
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emperor_tane:
Hey girl! Sorry about the strain of bad relationships. I love your new haircut. Perhaps you shouldn't worry about being in a relationship for a while. Take some time off, to discover yourself. If they really care they will come to you and they will accept you for you.

Tane
prettyb0y:
Sometimes, when your strength is tapped out and you're pushed, you find reserves you never knew exsisted.

And I don't care about your looks. If I can feel that they're not the best thing you have to give, there's got to be others. Don't get me wrong, I think you're cute. I just don't care. wink
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I realized today that all you really need to do to impress a girl is tell her you're a poet or a musician. (Especially being a DJ girl, that seems to be a big turn on.)

"I love you so much
I want to cry
I love you so much
I hope you never die."

OHHHHH HOW SWEET OH HONEY IT'S THE BEST POEM I'VE...
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prettyb0y:
Then how come my poet ass has been single for over 18 months?
olivia:
you are so daintycore. piercings are good temporary changes.
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Low for today: I'm horrifically depressed, over issues not worth wasting time over, and at one point I wished to either die or take some surplus Vicodin to numb the pain in my heart.
High for today: I read some amazing poetry by T.S. Eliot that made me think of my Hilda Doolittle/Sappho influences and I wrote a poem. I haven't written a true poem...
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grrlhavoc:
Damn you have talent....off to work for me...shoot me now!

I just got into Rammenstein recently...an ex was listening to the and i liked them so I downloaded some songs....good music to listen to when you are in a bad mood. smile

Lets see another pic of you in glasses....cute....

[Edited on Feb 19, 2003]
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Anger rising!

I got Everquest Online yesterday with the Network Adaptor card and spent like an hour registering everything. Then I couldn't connect to the game servers. After calling customer service mutliple times and getting only "Press 2" Options, I get this rude Customer Service guy that tells me I can't connect because of my ISP. So basically, the only way I can ever play...
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apathy_activist:
traditionalists might suggest that you cannot get laid and play on-line role-playing games at the same time.

i wonder what they'd have to say if you can't do either?
grrlhavoc:
hey now..i would have sex wiht her while she was playing RPG's at the same time!
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Yesterday my dad showed up and we went for a drive along the beach and ran across a weird restaurant in San Mateo called, "Porridge King." We ate there just because it looked funny. Actually he ate there and I brought some Pizza Hut into the restaurant, which I think pissed them off but oh well.

The beach was so beautiful that day. And as...
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grrlhavoc:
hey im in the SG chatroom....im not talking tho..i dont know anyone in here...where are u?
grrlhavoc:
it is a dumb movie....that Dump him is a pic of my fav t-shirt i got a t a thrift store here
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The rain brings back memories of the curve of your lip and that charming laugh of yours, the piercing green of your eyes.

Never fuck with Mestisa Pinay dykes. We are elusive, rare creatures with dulce de leche skin and the fires of the east heaving in our bosoms.

And I remember you. The girl with the same skin tone and same features, the one...
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prettyb0y:
Damn double posts!

[Edited on Feb 16, 2003]
gil:
Mmm...raspberry jell-o
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WHOA! BEST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER!!!!

My friend Heather sent me candy in the mail, it gave me a big smile when I went to check my mailbox in the morning. And when I checked my answering machine messages, my mom called and asked me to be her valentine. Awwww! And thank you for everyone who responded to my last journal, it made me feel a...
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desidia:
you're a fag hag? what a coincidence, I'm a lesbro.
If I ever get married it'll be a loveless sham for appearances to a lesbian best friend smile
jingoist1:
My mother could hag you under the table. It takes years to build up tolerance to her level-which is a good and bad thing depending on who she's hanging with. She tried to get me to go to underage nights at gay clubs when I was 17, but I didn't need the throngs of horny old men hanging all over me. I can thus relate to what Pat saved you from. That's a real valentine there!
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Caption 5: V-Day sucks so bad I don't even have the strength to lift my finger.

The club made me sad last night. I saw fairies and nymphs dance over the grave of a dancing queen long since expired.

I used to get right up in the cages.

Now, for some reason, I was too shy. And all of the regulars had gone away, apparently...
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crazydasaint:
You CAN'T give up hope!

Goddammit! I wanna be the most pessimistic member of this site, and if you cheer up the only competition I'll have is MrSatan (unless you bring up blowjobs, in which case Malphas always chimes in). I think I can take Satan, but it sounds like you have even less hope than I do right now... which is terrifying for me to even attempt comprehending!
volkov:
you don't have to lift your finger...I can tell that...somewhere..out of frame...you are probably flicking us off with both middle fingrs...heck probably both middle toes too.

Nick should lighten up. I say "brava!" for approaching her at all. I never would have been able to.
and when you say you will never do all those things again with a woman....if you mean a specific woman...and it seems so...then you may be right. But even *I* know better than to believe that you will never have those sorts of beautiful moments again.

this self mutilation you speak of reminds me of a term I apply to myself on occasion : emotional masochism. it's like drawing the baldes across your skin to make yourself bleed and hurt....but on a different level.


nearly everyone would turn away.....nearly....but not everyone. ok..some are just freakos delighting in the pain of others....but most left are those who can watch the movie...sit through the credits...wait for the reel to end and the lights to come back up and still give you a hug.

fine things will come again. you betcha that fine ass.

I have a couple friends who are wrecks and I, on occasion, function as thier egocopter mechanic.

you are stronger than either of them...so I won't bother playing that role to you.

no matter how dim you feel, you are still one of the brightest stars I know....and I am still taking you out for coffee and ice cream or whatnot when I get out there. so don't even think otherwise! :p

*hug*

and for good measure *H-U-G!!!!*

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