Oooh i'm back, back in action. Better than ever. I still have to go to my place today to oversee all of the cleaning and lock changes to be made, but hopefully by the end of today I will be moved into my new cozy home. (With internet, dammit!) I can't wait to get all of my stuff out of the boxes, decorate and make it liveable.
I have spent the past three days spending the nights at different friends' houses with no pj's and supplies, I look pretty tore back. At least i've got my toothbrush. Went home quickly to take a shower and then bounced to another friends' house. Even though i've already moved, I don't know if N knows where my new address is, so i've been living at everybody else's house and mixing up the location each night so it's harder to find me. I should date a motorcycle butch at 35 the next time around so I have some decent protection. Lexington Club, here I come, lol. In any case, I have decided to go straight to the police station to report everything as soon as the move is complete, and my friend's dad will be running a background check on her to see what her crime history is. He says it is possible to ask CL for a record of annonymous postings and to find the email behind that posting...if there is a direct link to her, I guarantee I will press charges to the fullest, and she will go down hard because my father is a lawyer. Even if he doesn't help me, i'll face her in court myself, looking up with flaming orange contacts, intent on seeing her pay for what she's done. She was stalking me about a month ago by phone, she called up my work (don't ask me how she got the number, but she knew where I was working) and kept asking for my work schedule. So then during my shift she would call on the phone tons of times and just hang up. Sicko. I'm at least going to get tabs placed on all of this shit so if something happens to me she'll spend 5,000 years in jail for it.
Explain this to me; she was the first person i've slept with, correct? So why is she the one still obsessed with the past? I'm basically over her, even though the wounds she's inflicted still sting, I want nothing to do with her ever again. I was the stupid virginal schoolgirl, i'm the one who should be crazy at this point, not her. If I was just another notch in her belt as she says, then why can't she move on. Why? She has another girl, can't she be satisfied with her?
I still remember the day I saw the other woman's picture up on her mirror when I came over to her house for a surprise visit, and I knew it was all going to be over. She talked about her ex girlfriend so much and here they were embracing, right in front of me. I took a good look at that girl and she was so beautiful. She was half Mexican and half German, six feet tall. She had to have been one of the prettiest women i've ever seen. She was 24 with a b.a. in advertising, something I almost majored in. Apparently she was into crazier sex techniques than me because while I was adventurous enough for public sex, blindfolded sex, bondage sex, sex in a moving car and uniquely positioned sex when it was all new to me, I was apparently not kinky enough to want to try burning N with things on fire. Sorry, i'm not into the "burning people while having sex" thing. It really ruins the moment for me.
God i'm mighty. Fuck this shit, I feel like a new woman today. Nothing like a full meal in your belly and adrenaline in your veins from running from a psycho. I'm like the title of the new Prodigy cd coming out next year; "Always outnumbered; Never outgunned."
I gave the landlady flowers that I picked from a garden, she was happy and gave me candy back. We're friends now, yaaay! Too bad she's straight...well she could be bi but who the fuck knows. She makes me stutter and turn red. If your landlady looked like Claudia, wouldn't you do the same thing? She is soooo hot. Very pretty smile. I saw her eating cheeseburgers the other day and I was impressed, not many girls eat cheeseburgers and still look like Claudia clones. Must...turn..her...gay...
I have spent the past three days spending the nights at different friends' houses with no pj's and supplies, I look pretty tore back. At least i've got my toothbrush. Went home quickly to take a shower and then bounced to another friends' house. Even though i've already moved, I don't know if N knows where my new address is, so i've been living at everybody else's house and mixing up the location each night so it's harder to find me. I should date a motorcycle butch at 35 the next time around so I have some decent protection. Lexington Club, here I come, lol. In any case, I have decided to go straight to the police station to report everything as soon as the move is complete, and my friend's dad will be running a background check on her to see what her crime history is. He says it is possible to ask CL for a record of annonymous postings and to find the email behind that posting...if there is a direct link to her, I guarantee I will press charges to the fullest, and she will go down hard because my father is a lawyer. Even if he doesn't help me, i'll face her in court myself, looking up with flaming orange contacts, intent on seeing her pay for what she's done. She was stalking me about a month ago by phone, she called up my work (don't ask me how she got the number, but she knew where I was working) and kept asking for my work schedule. So then during my shift she would call on the phone tons of times and just hang up. Sicko. I'm at least going to get tabs placed on all of this shit so if something happens to me she'll spend 5,000 years in jail for it.
Explain this to me; she was the first person i've slept with, correct? So why is she the one still obsessed with the past? I'm basically over her, even though the wounds she's inflicted still sting, I want nothing to do with her ever again. I was the stupid virginal schoolgirl, i'm the one who should be crazy at this point, not her. If I was just another notch in her belt as she says, then why can't she move on. Why? She has another girl, can't she be satisfied with her?
I still remember the day I saw the other woman's picture up on her mirror when I came over to her house for a surprise visit, and I knew it was all going to be over. She talked about her ex girlfriend so much and here they were embracing, right in front of me. I took a good look at that girl and she was so beautiful. She was half Mexican and half German, six feet tall. She had to have been one of the prettiest women i've ever seen. She was 24 with a b.a. in advertising, something I almost majored in. Apparently she was into crazier sex techniques than me because while I was adventurous enough for public sex, blindfolded sex, bondage sex, sex in a moving car and uniquely positioned sex when it was all new to me, I was apparently not kinky enough to want to try burning N with things on fire. Sorry, i'm not into the "burning people while having sex" thing. It really ruins the moment for me.
God i'm mighty. Fuck this shit, I feel like a new woman today. Nothing like a full meal in your belly and adrenaline in your veins from running from a psycho. I'm like the title of the new Prodigy cd coming out next year; "Always outnumbered; Never outgunned."
I gave the landlady flowers that I picked from a garden, she was happy and gave me candy back. We're friends now, yaaay! Too bad she's straight...well she could be bi but who the fuck knows. She makes me stutter and turn red. If your landlady looked like Claudia, wouldn't you do the same thing? She is soooo hot. Very pretty smile. I saw her eating cheeseburgers the other day and I was impressed, not many girls eat cheeseburgers and still look like Claudia clones. Must...turn..her...gay...
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I'm glad to see you're now getting the ball rolling on giving PsychobitcH her comeuppance. As much as the thought of you beating her relentlessly with an aluminum bat would have made me happy, you're much better off taking this route.
And be careful about seducing your landlady; don't want another woman to go crazy on you and put a bulls-eye on your back, especially when she's the one you've gotta give your rent to on the 1st. Hey, you never know what can happen.
I hope you have fun (fun WITHOUT psycho bitches crank calling you and paying you unwanted visits) in your new place.
-Steve
i'll get to curry one of these days, but weekdays (and nights) are usually really bad for me. see, in addition to being married, i also have a kid. she's only 17 months, so she kind of requires a shitload of maintainence. plus, i'm also planning on getting a part-time job at night soon, so i'll really have no time for anything fun.
i've actually been meaning to talk to you about dj-ing. i read that you gave dia a mixed tape, and i'd love to hear it, too (or any other one you'd make!). i could make you one too, if you'd like.
when i dj 'on location,' i usually only play cd's. it's just easier that way- you don't have to lug nearly as much stuff (i use one of those cd binders that hold 300 cd's). i don't know if i could help you- i'm really not that great! i just happen to know a lot about music. my mixing skills are getting a lot better; i'm getting better at beat-matching. i've never even tried scratching.
have you ever thought of working (well...volunteering) at a college radio station? i assume you go to sf state, and they don't have a station (not one that i know of, anyway), but in the bay area you can dj at just about any of the college radio stations w/o being a student. my husband and i both d.j.ed at kalx (that's where we met, actually!), and neither one of us attended cal a day in our lives. rick (hubby) also d.j.ed at kusf for a while (again, w/o being a student of u.s.f.), and i also had a friend who d.j.ed at kfjc who wasn't a student there. there are actually a few people at kalx who go to s.f state (and plenty others who just live in sf), in particular suzie spastica, who is usually on the air sundays from noon-3. kalx has an amazing music collection (they have around 70,000 items), and it really is a great place to learn and/or improve your techniques, especially if you learn from some of the more serious, experienced dj's there. i haven't been there for a while, but i'm planning on going back soon; i'd be happy to help get you started there. even though it's non-paying, there are still great perks to working there (like getting into shows for free), plus, they broadcast over the internet, so all of your friends here can listen to you, no matter where they live!
you can even plug the suicidegirls, occasionally...