Yay today is payday. Oooh, and it's burnin' a hole in my pocket. What'll I buy...hello kitty vibrator??? PS2 w/FFX? Ahh, the posibilities are endless. I was thinking of seeing if the new GBA's with backlights are being sold and if so, I want a pink girly one to play Doom on, mwa ha ha. Nah, nah, time to get in touch with my feminine side, maybe i'll go to a spa or something, that seems like it would be fun, i've never done it before I want to be spoiled. OOOH or maybe I could just buy a LARGE box of Godiva chocolates and eat them ALLLLL!!!!!! I am so excited. YEAHHHHHH!!!!
You know what, I'm just going to shut up, there's an 80% chance i'm going to blow my stash on vinyl or CD's. **Sigh**.
Must get pics of me at gay pride parade and hanging with Claudia developed. I want to see if they turned out good.
I met a nice Buddhist lady at work today and begged her to tell me all about the religion. I like learning about all world religions and want to know more. My friends say "Who cares, just wait till we die, huh huh" but I like considering all the different types of angles about it. We talked about how life is a karmic dream, and death is when you wake up from it; you realize none of it was real, nobody was there, they were all in your head. I said that I believe the universe is a repeating cyclical projection of the mind, which is why it seems so vast and why we can't find an end to it; as long as we search for the edge of the universe, there won't be one. Think about it; we've already charted thousands and thousands of miles and other galaxies in space, but we have yet to find another planet with life. I don't think there is one. It's because the universe is all white noise, repetitious projection that will be completely inverted into something else when we die. I don't know, I like thinking about things like this, I am often asked if I am a Philosophy major and I say no, if I was, I would go insane from all of the pondering. I do it all the time already and not for a grade.
Anyway, the lady was so nice, I could tell she was a genuinely good and happy person with a twinkle in her eye. She came back to the desk and gave me a pic of the Buddha of compassion because she says she can tell that I like helping people and have an open mind, just like the Buddha. That was so sweet of her, I wonder how she could pick up on all of those things about me just from our brief encounter?
OK, time to take a nap and prep for curry...can't wait to meet you guys, i'm putting on my best tie
You know what, I'm just going to shut up, there's an 80% chance i'm going to blow my stash on vinyl or CD's. **Sigh**.
Must get pics of me at gay pride parade and hanging with Claudia developed. I want to see if they turned out good.
I met a nice Buddhist lady at work today and begged her to tell me all about the religion. I like learning about all world religions and want to know more. My friends say "Who cares, just wait till we die, huh huh" but I like considering all the different types of angles about it. We talked about how life is a karmic dream, and death is when you wake up from it; you realize none of it was real, nobody was there, they were all in your head. I said that I believe the universe is a repeating cyclical projection of the mind, which is why it seems so vast and why we can't find an end to it; as long as we search for the edge of the universe, there won't be one. Think about it; we've already charted thousands and thousands of miles and other galaxies in space, but we have yet to find another planet with life. I don't think there is one. It's because the universe is all white noise, repetitious projection that will be completely inverted into something else when we die. I don't know, I like thinking about things like this, I am often asked if I am a Philosophy major and I say no, if I was, I would go insane from all of the pondering. I do it all the time already and not for a grade.
Anyway, the lady was so nice, I could tell she was a genuinely good and happy person with a twinkle in her eye. She came back to the desk and gave me a pic of the Buddha of compassion because she says she can tell that I like helping people and have an open mind, just like the Buddha. That was so sweet of her, I wonder how she could pick up on all of those things about me just from our brief encounter?
OK, time to take a nap and prep for curry...can't wait to meet you guys, i'm putting on my best tie
mike11:
I had a girlfriend a lot like you a couple of years ago. She used to get a lot of looks too, and the same type of way with words. You remind me of her a lot - except that in the end she was nothing but a mind screw. Thanks for the wonderful memories with non of the headaches. Keep the wonderful journal entries.
