I just woke up from a nap. **Yawwwn, stretching** I am very kittenish when it comes to naps, I need them consistently. They feel so good. I'm quite hungry and have an immense craving for pasta. I should marry an Itallian or Mexican chick that can cook so I can get nice and fat.
My family just came to visit me, and although we fight often, we just had a lovely outing and Im reminded of how much I love them. My mom is funnier than ever, my stepdad still insists on eating double cheeseburgers despite his cholesterol, and my grandmother demands that I get married immediately because my mother married at the perfect age of 21. She was asking why I dont have a boyfriend, I should have one right this instant, and my parents just had this look on their faces like they wanted to burst out laughing hysterically. My stepdad defended me and said Dont worry granny, shes working on it right now, shell get one pretty soon and I really just wanted to fall over laughing hysterically. If only she knew about my fetish for femmes with dark hair and dark features, and that I am turning out just like her gay sister. My grandma is one of the people who should definitely never find out about my sexuality, she would force me to pray the Rosary 20,000 times and repent to God for my whorish desires. Anyway, they made me smile. I looked at them and realized I am still the tallest woman in my Filipino family(if Claudia reads this, shes probably laughing because she knows Im a midget) my little sister is gaining on me though, so oh well. I had my day. My little sister makes me proud, shes very intelligent and mature for 12 years old, and I think she will grow up to be a gorgeous, capable woman. Shell never be cuter than me though, I got the good genes. LOL Im just kidding, shes totally going to kick my ass in the appearance department when she gets to be older. I love to see her in her teen phase, she plays the acoustic guitar and tosses her long hair over her shoulder, just looking out with wounded why doesnt anybody understand my pain eyes. Her only drawback is that she isnt very social, she is very shy around people and I constantly try to give her advice on how to be more friendly and outgoing. As of now, her best friend is this popular girl thats 13, she is a total ho-bag and dates these 16 year old bums in juvenile hall. Her AIM name is something like sexybadgirlforlife. Im like dude, youre 13 years old, you are not allowed to be a sexy bad girl. Go play truth or dare and eat some fuckin go-gurt (cause only the cool kids eat those). Anyway, my little sister, the shy wounded rebel, is best friends with her because she wants to be popular, even though this girl uses my sis to do her homework and treats her like crap. If she would only open up with other people and be as fun around them as she is with me, she would make friends in an instant. Sometimes, I think she might be gay too because she has this obsession with Sarah Michelle Gellar and blonde women, she has a whole website dedicated to blonde women. If she does turn out gay, I guess well have completely different tastes. She asked me one day what age does someone have to be before they know theyre gay and I just told her that its different for everyone. I have a feeling she has latent desires. Part of the reason nobody tells her Im gay is because they dont want her following my example. She already asked my aunt but she told her that Im not, she wants to keep it a big secret.
I dunno, itll be fun to see what my little sister blossoms into, but it makes me somewhat sad. I miss the days when she would imitate everything I wore and saidshe thought I was the coolest thing that ever lived. I just remembered the time we went to the same school together, I was a freshman and she was in 2nd grade (the school combined elementary and high school.) I was trying so hard to look cool in front of the popular cheerleaders and she got nervous about her first day at a new school and peed all over herself in front of the cheerleaders. So then they whispered and said I was some weird freak, and I ended up screaming at her saying God!!!! Im trying to be cool here, and you go and piss on yourself!!! CRAP, thanks a lot, Ill be a dork forever! and I just kind of left her crying in a puddle of her own urinebut then I felt guilty and came back and hugged her. I love her.
My family just came to visit me, and although we fight often, we just had a lovely outing and Im reminded of how much I love them. My mom is funnier than ever, my stepdad still insists on eating double cheeseburgers despite his cholesterol, and my grandmother demands that I get married immediately because my mother married at the perfect age of 21. She was asking why I dont have a boyfriend, I should have one right this instant, and my parents just had this look on their faces like they wanted to burst out laughing hysterically. My stepdad defended me and said Dont worry granny, shes working on it right now, shell get one pretty soon and I really just wanted to fall over laughing hysterically. If only she knew about my fetish for femmes with dark hair and dark features, and that I am turning out just like her gay sister. My grandma is one of the people who should definitely never find out about my sexuality, she would force me to pray the Rosary 20,000 times and repent to God for my whorish desires. Anyway, they made me smile. I looked at them and realized I am still the tallest woman in my Filipino family(if Claudia reads this, shes probably laughing because she knows Im a midget) my little sister is gaining on me though, so oh well. I had my day. My little sister makes me proud, shes very intelligent and mature for 12 years old, and I think she will grow up to be a gorgeous, capable woman. Shell never be cuter than me though, I got the good genes. LOL Im just kidding, shes totally going to kick my ass in the appearance department when she gets to be older. I love to see her in her teen phase, she plays the acoustic guitar and tosses her long hair over her shoulder, just looking out with wounded why doesnt anybody understand my pain eyes. Her only drawback is that she isnt very social, she is very shy around people and I constantly try to give her advice on how to be more friendly and outgoing. As of now, her best friend is this popular girl thats 13, she is a total ho-bag and dates these 16 year old bums in juvenile hall. Her AIM name is something like sexybadgirlforlife. Im like dude, youre 13 years old, you are not allowed to be a sexy bad girl. Go play truth or dare and eat some fuckin go-gurt (cause only the cool kids eat those). Anyway, my little sister, the shy wounded rebel, is best friends with her because she wants to be popular, even though this girl uses my sis to do her homework and treats her like crap. If she would only open up with other people and be as fun around them as she is with me, she would make friends in an instant. Sometimes, I think she might be gay too because she has this obsession with Sarah Michelle Gellar and blonde women, she has a whole website dedicated to blonde women. If she does turn out gay, I guess well have completely different tastes. She asked me one day what age does someone have to be before they know theyre gay and I just told her that its different for everyone. I have a feeling she has latent desires. Part of the reason nobody tells her Im gay is because they dont want her following my example. She already asked my aunt but she told her that Im not, she wants to keep it a big secret.
I dunno, itll be fun to see what my little sister blossoms into, but it makes me somewhat sad. I miss the days when she would imitate everything I wore and saidshe thought I was the coolest thing that ever lived. I just remembered the time we went to the same school together, I was a freshman and she was in 2nd grade (the school combined elementary and high school.) I was trying so hard to look cool in front of the popular cheerleaders and she got nervous about her first day at a new school and peed all over herself in front of the cheerleaders. So then they whispered and said I was some weird freak, and I ended up screaming at her saying God!!!! Im trying to be cool here, and you go and piss on yourself!!! CRAP, thanks a lot, Ill be a dork forever! and I just kind of left her crying in a puddle of her own urinebut then I felt guilty and came back and hugged her. I love her.
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ghostina:
aww you are a nice big sister! 
hehe i remember the days w/ little sis...but of course she is 18 now...sooo that's a whole nother story! my cute christian bible toting homophobic hypocrite sister...but i love her. she can be cool sometimes...we were both raised southern baptist in alabama..so i can't blame her...just hoping she'll open her eyes one day!! ANYway i'm writing in your journal instead of mine now aren't i? sorry! eek. glad you had a lovely day, doll. OH and it's funny...well not funny haha, but ya know...funny that you are half asian when everyone always thinks i am half something or other...i usually get chinese or japanese...but really i'm not to my knowledge...but i always tell people i am anyway. hehe i'm just a mutt.
hehe i remember the days w/ little sis...but of course she is 18 now...sooo that's a whole nother story! my cute christian bible toting homophobic hypocrite sister...but i love her. she can be cool sometimes...we were both raised southern baptist in alabama..so i can't blame her...just hoping she'll open her eyes one day!! ANYway i'm writing in your journal instead of mine now aren't i? sorry! eek. glad you had a lovely day, doll. OH and it's funny...well not funny haha, but ya know...funny that you are half asian when everyone always thinks i am half something or other...i usually get chinese or japanese...but really i'm not to my knowledge...but i always tell people i am anyway. hehe i'm just a mutt. 
london:
You need to send your set in. i must see you in your naked glory!!!!!