I'm not going to waste my time explaining the situation, but my ex is really sick in the head. I'm not kidding. She's a psycho. A lot of my friends think she is mentally ill along with being a commonplace player. Like a sociopath. I now believe this, too.
I will not go into detail, but i'm taking the suggestion of that one member that wrote in the last journal. As much as i'd like to drag this out into a 5,000 year long war, i've got a new tactic:
I'll disappear completely. I've changed my email. I am going to see if I can change my number. I'm even thinking about changing my name at this point. I will purposely avoid any and all events or functions where I might see her for a while. (**Sigh** This means missing Metropolis.) Moving is also an option at this point. I am removing myself from her completely...she can't fight empty space. This would just be better for my mind and my body. I'm not going into detail, but she's really proved to me today that she's a motherfucking psycho, and not in a funny way, either. In a scary "Whatever happened to Baby Jane" way. I feel so sorry for the next girl she dates...I hope she has the strength to make it out alive. I almost didn't.
I will not go into detail, but i'm taking the suggestion of that one member that wrote in the last journal. As much as i'd like to drag this out into a 5,000 year long war, i've got a new tactic:
I'll disappear completely. I've changed my email. I am going to see if I can change my number. I'm even thinking about changing my name at this point. I will purposely avoid any and all events or functions where I might see her for a while. (**Sigh** This means missing Metropolis.) Moving is also an option at this point. I am removing myself from her completely...she can't fight empty space. This would just be better for my mind and my body. I'm not going into detail, but she's really proved to me today that she's a motherfucking psycho, and not in a funny way, either. In a scary "Whatever happened to Baby Jane" way. I feel so sorry for the next girl she dates...I hope she has the strength to make it out alive. I almost didn't.
tatum:
Lord hun, I'm so sorry that you had to go though that! I don't understand people sometimes and I have certainly come in contact with my share of psychos but not to the extent of erasing myself completely from them! Well if you ever need anyone new to talk to, I'm online all the time! Just a thought, I know I always appreciate spilling it all out on a new mind. Hope things get better for you!!
