bionicfemme

LIES:

It's better to sleep in your bed alone because then you can sprawl out and not worry about someone's elbow in your eye

You did NOT put her old mixtape in the stereo last night just to remember that at one point, someone did love you

There are LOTS of lesbians/bi girls in SF that you haven't met yet

You DON'T remember the time at the beach when she buried you in mass amounts of wet sand to the point of immobility and she shrieked, "You can't escape! I have more sand! MORE!"

There's still hope, there is a girl out there who will love you for what's on the inside

You don't miss her, even a little bit

Your heart is not covered in pus and shit, nothing hurts, you're a big boy now

You're not lonely, not when there's so much stuff in the world to laugh at

Everything will be OK.

Fuckit...all TWO of the people i've fallen in love with in my lifetime come back within ONE week to tell me they love me and I have to put my foot down and tell them to fuck off...i'm tired and sad...my life is a whiny Ani DiFranco song sung by the only lesbian who HATES Ani DiFranco...

The irony is that I severely hate my life and that I want babies.