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Saturday Oct 19, 2002

Oct 19, 2002
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Recap of the past couple of days:

Kicked ass at the club, partied like a rockstar on stage with Sherry. Following convo took place.

"Do you know you're the two hottest girls in the club?" -Gay guy
"We're also two of the oldest." -Me
"You look so good that even I want you!" -Gay guy
"Yes! I gave a gay guy a boner!" -Me
"Something's happening in my pants! Something IS happening in my pants!" -Gay guy, covering crotch with both hands and running around in circles

Haha. I told Sherry to dress up dommy/gothy too and so we got into opposite cages and had a sort of dancing duel. It was fun for the whole family, the club put the red spotlight on Sherry and I (they usually only do that to the sexy dancers) so we knew we did a good job. She got tired and got out of her cage after a little while but I danced straight for 2 hours!!! No break! I just had so much emotion to get out from the rant writing, etc that it felt really good to just dance nonstop like that. Afterwards, I got a pina colada from the bar and only AFTER I downed 3/4th of it in 2 minutes did Sherry tell me that the bartender got it from the mix labeled "alcoholic" not the non-alcoholic kind! So I don't remember much after that except that I kept screaming "Why won't anybody HIT on me?" and everytime I said hit I would smack my ass really hard at Sherry and crack up laughing and that I made up some dance about a fish.

THIS is what happens when I am drunk!

Hung out with Lola yesterday and had the bestest time ever! We went to the art museum and learned that robots like to buy condoms to dance with their sisters (don't ask.) Then we went to the Metreon and beat the crap out of each other playing Marvel vs. Capcom. (the arcade guy gave us free games until 9:00pm, I think it's because Lola's such a hottie!) We also went and saw "Spirited Away" in the subtitled Japanese version at the Kabuki 8. It RULED! It was one of the best Anime movies i've ever seen, and i've been into Anime since I was 11. There was a fat mouse in it with big eyes and Lola and I kept giggling at it. There was also a lot of sappy piano music in it and I KNOW Lola owns the soundtrack! lol. Her elbow touched mine!!! Whoop whoop! Bionique/Lola: Elbow.

We have agreed that I will strip for her for $1.05.

lololol.

FUCK!!!! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!! Ex boyfriend wrote me again. I sent him a pic of Lola saying "Is she not the hottest girl in the world? Don't we have the same taste?" and he wrote back:

she is pretty cute, but what i dont understand is... are you giving me a hint? do you want me to back off? is that why you reiterate in your mails that you are searching for a same-sex partner? im not sayng that i have any problems or aversion to your decision, im just trying to get a handle on the context of the information. do you never want to be together again? you say that i am the only guy youve ever had strong feelings for... do you believe that means anything at all? my heart remains unchanged. i am as sure today as i was in 2001 when i would mail you. and we have still maintained contact. i dated one girl after you. thats all it took to know the truth.

i stay pretty close to the college. i stay with this kid i met at my 1st apartment. he dated jenny w, and stephanie s. hes this kid who skateboards and like punk rock. my days are uneventful. school starts again in january, after im 21...my ps2 is great, but i enjoy my gamecube better to be honest. nothing is better than spraying down melted ice cream with marios water pump. it makes me so...hungry smile how did you hear about my floor fiasco? (He put wet floor signs on the carpets in the local mall and got kicked out permanently) do you think im childish? im not going anywhere. ill be here waiting, in love with you.

i will write more to you later, please write back. winter weather makes me miss you.

-adrian

WHY does he do this to me? I will admit my first love was and always will be a boy. But I can't go back now. We broke up FOUR years ago and the same shit always happens between us! Arrrgh.

I hate to say this, but it was his fault for cheating on me and toying with my head. Once you lose your chance with the B.Femme, you've lost it forever. I never go back once I make a decision. Especially when i've been hurt. But I hope he does find love some day. I just can't be the girl for him.

But if I were to ever, EVER date a boy again, it could only be him. He is beautiful and wonderful. I want him to be happy.

He was a good boyfriend (until he cheated on me) and I wish I could just make him understand that I just like girls better, that he should go on.
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dia:
Hey you! I have this thing(s) and I made it and it creeps me out because it reminds me of you a lot... I will have to show you it sometime, because it's very you. I'd have Solisis bring you one if you were at Tuff Luck part deux tonight, but I didn't think of it till today...
*mwah*
Oct 19, 2002
crazydasaint:
"Spirited Away" RULES!

It may be the best movie I've seen all year.

I'm still trying to decide if it's better than "Laputa." It probably is, but I'm too used to thinking of "Laputa" as my favorite Miyazaki film...

The fat mouse was excellent, especially when it was being carried around by the tiny little fly. But my favorite was the three rolling disembodied heads. Who else but Miyazaki could make disembodied heads so endearing?
Oct 19, 2002

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