bionicfemme

Ah, it's official. I'm sick. **Hack, cough** I've got a horrible headache and my throat is all painful-like. Maybe the cold Dia had travelled all the way to SF to infect me. If I think about it that way, it isn't so bad!

Drinking a coffee, about to start working on THREE papers due tomorrow. Why in the hell did I put everything off last minute? I'm going to kick some professor ass, watch out now!

I don't know why, but I feel very happy right now. I sat down, looked out of my window into the woods and bleak sky. I put on Madonna's "The Power of Goodbye" (lol) and started thinking about Stacey and for some reason, it was so clear that everything was right and everything was going to be OK. I feel joyful, I am looking forward to the future. I figured staying with someone who isn't really who you are supposed to be with just prevents you from finding someone who is, right? I think she's a beautiful girl and that there's a lot of potential in her, but she has to grow up a little bit first. Not that I don't have some growing up to do...but I do think i'm a little more mature than people my age, I already know who I am, who I want, and what sort of relationship I want, and I just have to find it. Maybe from now on I shouldn't date anyone younger than 22...that seems like it would be a good idea.

Ah crap...I can't finish these three papers. **Gurgle gurgle** I'm drowning in a deluge of academia!