**Sigh** Dia is my dream woman. Would it be OK if the fates sent me a Dia to cuddle instead of a body pillow?
Things are going way too fast for me right now, which is why I haven't written in my journal for a while. Stacey and I went out again last night and I know for certain that nothing big is ever going to come of it, so I don't know why I keep seeing her...I like her, but there are warning signs blaring that she might be the same type of person N was, so I think I should stop seeing her, but I feel myself sinking into the trap anyway.
Then lately i've also become attracted to Maria, the purest vessel in all the land. I want to say "Hey man, we should kiss" 'cause she's 20 and the girl should be kissed! I dunno, I don't want to hurt her, she's so delicate that I don't want to be responsible for breaking her. So I just decided to retreat for a long time with classical music and mochas looking for an answer that I haven't found.
Speaking of kisses, Stacey kisses weird, and this cracks me up because she brags about being a big "pimp." She makes her lips all stiff and has tongue seizures in my mouth, ack. But she's good with her hands, so that's always nice.
Ok, when I kiss, it generally comes off as a reflection of my personality, it's playful and teases the shit out of you. I'll nip at your lower lip or lick the tip of your upper lip to make you think of getting head, etc. Last night when Stacey was holding my hand I made a fist enclosing her middle finger and gently yanked on it causing her to yell "You fucking cocktease!" in the middle of the street. Hahaha. Situations like that make me feel like I wield so much power.
Yeah, i'm confused, so i'm just chillin', no point in getting bent out of shape about anything, especially because I have 80 million papers to work on this weekend.
Things are going way too fast for me right now, which is why I haven't written in my journal for a while. Stacey and I went out again last night and I know for certain that nothing big is ever going to come of it, so I don't know why I keep seeing her...I like her, but there are warning signs blaring that she might be the same type of person N was, so I think I should stop seeing her, but I feel myself sinking into the trap anyway.
Then lately i've also become attracted to Maria, the purest vessel in all the land. I want to say "Hey man, we should kiss" 'cause she's 20 and the girl should be kissed! I dunno, I don't want to hurt her, she's so delicate that I don't want to be responsible for breaking her. So I just decided to retreat for a long time with classical music and mochas looking for an answer that I haven't found.
Speaking of kisses, Stacey kisses weird, and this cracks me up because she brags about being a big "pimp." She makes her lips all stiff and has tongue seizures in my mouth, ack. But she's good with her hands, so that's always nice.
Ok, when I kiss, it generally comes off as a reflection of my personality, it's playful and teases the shit out of you. I'll nip at your lower lip or lick the tip of your upper lip to make you think of getting head, etc. Last night when Stacey was holding my hand I made a fist enclosing her middle finger and gently yanked on it causing her to yell "You fucking cocktease!" in the middle of the street. Hahaha. Situations like that make me feel like I wield so much power.
Yeah, i'm confused, so i'm just chillin', no point in getting bent out of shape about anything, especially because I have 80 million papers to work on this weekend.
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Nice! Your enthusiasm for Cibo Matto rocks! I get to see Miho open up for Medeski Martin and Wood on Halloween. I can't wait for that. CIBO MATTO!!!