Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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It ISN'T fair!

I can't forget you! You don't remember me! You're fucking THE NEW GIRL!

Why does my life have to be this way? I don't want to date burglars, or psychos, and i'm done with that! But I don't want anybody else! I just want you!!!!

Am I a horrible person if I wish for you to be happy, as long as i'm not sad?

Why does shit have to be like this? This is stupid! Things like this do not happen to NORMAL people!

I don't want to date anyone for a very, very long time because i'm tired of being duped. The next girl who tries it will be torn across the skies.

They might as well surgically remove my hands and replace them with a grafted semi-automatic and a metal hook...I am not made to touch anyone, I am made to fight.

This just in! I got so mad that blood uncontrollably started squirting from my ear! To heavy metal!

That is the coolest and most appropriate thing my body has ever done.
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kludog:
hey, so your entry in the hookup page, looked interesting so here i am replying.
i think that you have made some valid points. No you are totally not a horrible person for wanting that. that is actually nice, most ppl are only concerned with their own happiness, regardless of how others feel.
i also think that you are normal but you are in a difficult dilemna. dating sucks right now. join the sg dating sucks group! being duped is not good.
just learn the signs of being duped, and the warning signs of psycho burgulars, and stay far away from them. i think ppl tell you everything that you want to know and often more just by the way they say things.
well anyway good luck!
demigauge:
dude...chill life isn't that bad it's just san francisco....seriously i think you need to relocate as soon as possible...somewhere you could be comfortable in your own skin....and not consatntly wanting to crawl out of it and into somewhere else....i don't know what girls you've been around ..but from what i hvae seen ...touched kissed..and talked you..you great....you like the best match girl wise for me i have found so far...cause you witty...you don't down play me..or act like i am the dumbest thing in the world(which sometimes i can be)...you treat me well..there for i respond with treating you very well...forget all the people and the demons that are hurting you..their in the past and can't hurt you anymore....your free of them...their nothing but dust and a memory...nothing more...nothing less...don't let them haunt and controll you...i have been there and still there sometimes..and i know you better and stronger than that...you kid gentle...loving..you a diamond in the rough.....and so much more....

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