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Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

Jun 18, 2003
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I hate being in love.

It is pointless and stupid to be in love with someone who does not love you back and does not appreciate your love or grant it any value, at all.

And it sucks to know that the one you love not only does not care, but sleeps peacefully in the arms of some woman who is more capable than you while you sleep alone in a room the size of a box writing in envy.

No i'm not a perfect Bionic Femme. If we are all components and likenesses of God, then I am his wrath; I am the part that created Hell and flings people that I don't care for into it. And I am a jealous God, and you shall have none before me.

I am hateful and mean, and I imagine casting an ancient Filipino hex and the new girl's head exploding joyfully in a burst of holographic glitter, smoking with the scent of marshmallows.

You want to know the truth? I am not a nice girl at all. And it's stupid that I have to keep dating burglars while thinking of someone that I really love who could or could not give a hot damn.
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demigauge:
what your not mean...just not there when i call hehekiss

but i do look forward to hopefully seeing you sometime this summer
Jun 18, 2003
emperor_tane:
I love that journal entry. It is so filled with emotion and pain wrapped in truth and originality. I am moved by your writings..

I hope you find that special someone that will value your creative mind and compassionate heart.

Tanewhatever

[Edited on Jun 18, 2003]
Jun 18, 2003

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