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Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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Reflection and meditation for the day:

As always, I'm not a pretty girl, just a tough one. I guess that is the core to being a Bionic Femme. I don't rely on beauty, I rely on fierce edge and power. Girls never really like me for my face anyway; they just like me for the stuff I write or the way I woo them.

Guess i'm a wild card like that. You take your chances with a girl that has an uncommon face and an uncommon temperament. Flip the coin and you pray for the right side up. Romantic Russian Roulette. It's a wild ride with me and you'd best be strapped in, and not giggle at the word strapped.

Still..can't resist saying i'd like someone to treat me really nice and lavish me with compliments now and then. No matter what any girl says, we all need that now and then. We all need to be told we're beautiful.

I dunno...you can't earn something like that. You can't beg or borrow or steal it. You pass through it. Like a small stone hurtling towards the floor of the sea.

Can't help wanting to grow up and be a really foxy chick some day...I want to be everything to someone, the same way they'll be everything to me.
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olivia:
"oh." means DONT GO I LOVE YOU
Jun 15, 2003
olivia:
what's the deal, femmey-poos, you must be only seeing the negative reactions because i saw yes after yes after compliment after yes.

and who cares if a handful of people don't think you're up to their standards of beauty - we all judge each other, that's how we find the right person for us. forget the h8rs and talk to those that think you're hawwwttt. they're the ones that are right and the ones you should be listening to.

NOW LISTEN TO YOUR MOTHER.

i will not hear any more of this crap about you not being a hot sexy bitch. you know you are, i know you do. all this half-hearted crap trying to accept that you're not beautiful, it's crap and half-hearted because even you know it's not true.

okay so now it's time to revel in your awesomeness and hotttttness and not take any shit from women that are not the one for you. for gods sake, you're 21. give it some time. we all have to wade through the rock till we get to the diamonds.

ok far too long. anyway. it had to be said.

[Edited on Jun 16, 2003]
Jun 15, 2003

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