Awww! Claudia just named me as her fave SF member!!! Thank you! **Tongue hangs out of mouth, drools all over self**
Just got out of Spanish class, where I flunked a pop quiz. I abhor Spanish. It's hard for me to grasp since i'm used to English sentence structure so much. Also, it is an embarassment that I don't know Spanish. My family speaks only Tagalog to each other, and use English only when speaking to me. Tagalog has so much Spanish in it because Spain colonized the Philippines. It's like, I dunno, my patriotic duty to learn Spanish or something. Spanish and Math are the two subjects I suck ass at. One day, I will be caught in some sort of life threatening situation where only a complex mathematic equation and a Spanish phrase will be able to save my life; I will fail miserably.
Stacey is acting weird. First, she was pursuing me head on and really interested/minutely obsessive. Lately, she seems angry at me, like she doesn't want to talk to me. I saw her at the LGBT meeting and she was like "Uh, hi. Ok, I have to go now, bye!" and I was like "Dude! Let me walk you home! I owe you one for the other day..." and of course EVERYBODY interrupted and said "Oh, she can get home herself" despite the fact everybody knows I like her and it was obvious I just wanted to spend time with her. Why are people morons intent on ruining the good parts of my life? Well so anyway, she insisted that I not walk her home, because she said again that I was little and she didn't want me going home alone. "I'm not as Mr. Burns-ian as you think I am!" I protested. But she still didn't want me to walk her home. Then she kind of gave me a half-ass hug and walked off with some new girl that was at the meeting. Why do I get the feeling that I have again missed out on my cut of the fat of fate? She probably likes the new girl better than me.
I don't know how to solve the problem and frankly I don't care. I'm backing off and if she likes me then she can come get me. I'm through with games, and she's only 18 so i'm sure she's just started playing them. It seems like my love life is turning into a blindfolded party game of "Guess the psycho."
I guarantee that if Stacey is pulling trickster pimp shit with me that I will be on full Sabbatical from dating until next year. I will not, under ANY circumstances, even look at a girl until next January. Even if Angelina Jolie came up to me and said "Hey, I really like your journal responses on SG, would you like to go on a date" i'd say "Nope, i'm on sabbatical...see ya." I'm already preparing for my sabbatical, look at my new profile pic! I will be really hurt if Stacey is just jerking me around, because then I'll realize that the most enthusiastic, bright eyed girl in this city is still a sadist like everybody else.
Maybe she's just in a bad mood, but I don't have time for games or for game players. I'll bolt at the first sign of psychosis.
Time to play Radiohead. Cut the kids in half. I want somebody to lick my wounds.
Just got out of Spanish class, where I flunked a pop quiz. I abhor Spanish. It's hard for me to grasp since i'm used to English sentence structure so much. Also, it is an embarassment that I don't know Spanish. My family speaks only Tagalog to each other, and use English only when speaking to me. Tagalog has so much Spanish in it because Spain colonized the Philippines. It's like, I dunno, my patriotic duty to learn Spanish or something. Spanish and Math are the two subjects I suck ass at. One day, I will be caught in some sort of life threatening situation where only a complex mathematic equation and a Spanish phrase will be able to save my life; I will fail miserably.
Stacey is acting weird. First, she was pursuing me head on and really interested/minutely obsessive. Lately, she seems angry at me, like she doesn't want to talk to me. I saw her at the LGBT meeting and she was like "Uh, hi. Ok, I have to go now, bye!" and I was like "Dude! Let me walk you home! I owe you one for the other day..." and of course EVERYBODY interrupted and said "Oh, she can get home herself" despite the fact everybody knows I like her and it was obvious I just wanted to spend time with her. Why are people morons intent on ruining the good parts of my life? Well so anyway, she insisted that I not walk her home, because she said again that I was little and she didn't want me going home alone. "I'm not as Mr. Burns-ian as you think I am!" I protested. But she still didn't want me to walk her home. Then she kind of gave me a half-ass hug and walked off with some new girl that was at the meeting. Why do I get the feeling that I have again missed out on my cut of the fat of fate? She probably likes the new girl better than me.
I don't know how to solve the problem and frankly I don't care. I'm backing off and if she likes me then she can come get me. I'm through with games, and she's only 18 so i'm sure she's just started playing them. It seems like my love life is turning into a blindfolded party game of "Guess the psycho."
I guarantee that if Stacey is pulling trickster pimp shit with me that I will be on full Sabbatical from dating until next year. I will not, under ANY circumstances, even look at a girl until next January. Even if Angelina Jolie came up to me and said "Hey, I really like your journal responses on SG, would you like to go on a date" i'd say "Nope, i'm on sabbatical...see ya." I'm already preparing for my sabbatical, look at my new profile pic! I will be really hurt if Stacey is just jerking me around, because then I'll realize that the most enthusiastic, bright eyed girl in this city is still a sadist like everybody else.
Maybe she's just in a bad mood, but I don't have time for games or for game players. I'll bolt at the first sign of psychosis.
Time to play Radiohead. Cut the kids in half. I want somebody to lick my wounds.
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sorry toots, your just too fricking cute to look evil. you look like, at and minute, you're either gonna crack and start laughing or that you are about to ravish some little hottie.
:-)
hopefully that works out somehow....I mean...what is she thinking?? If she had any sense at all.....hmph...some people just don't know what they have in front of them.
and uh...not to be the asshole male....but if you *should* happen to give Angelina Jolie the sine on (as IF!) ..could you give her my number? :-D
I get what you mean about Spanish. I've been trying to learn it since I am in Cuba and am supposed to go to South AMerica at some point, but it's bad enough that my Russian and my English overlap in my head.
Dammital! ( a new antidepressant! it works my inhibiting the chemicals in your brain that make you give a flying fuck...)
Anyhow just wanted to day I hope all goes well. You deserve better than those stoopid reindeer games.
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