Oh Jesus. "Made love" to myself for 2 hours, then passed out and woke up 12 hours later. In the course of that 12 hours I apparently got several phone calls that I didn't wake up to answer. What the hell happened??? 
Woke up happy and again blaring Melanie C. Wrote a declaration of war to the world's femme lesbians in my head this morning. Said basically: Treat me well and you will be as a hatchling in my palm. Cross me, and I will bury you in pain. Play games, and I will show you all the different ways i've learned to break a heart; they've all been done to me, I know them well, and most have lost their efficacy.
I was happy because I felt like a child that has said, "Love love love love love love" so many times that it is no longer an emotion, but a meaningless sound.
If you say the name of the thing you fear too often, it has no longer has any power over you.
The next match is mine.
Woke up happy and again blaring Melanie C. Wrote a declaration of war to the world's femme lesbians in my head this morning. Said basically: Treat me well and you will be as a hatchling in my palm. Cross me, and I will bury you in pain. Play games, and I will show you all the different ways i've learned to break a heart; they've all been done to me, I know them well, and most have lost their efficacy.
I was happy because I felt like a child that has said, "Love love love love love love" so many times that it is no longer an emotion, but a meaningless sound.
If you say the name of the thing you fear too often, it has no longer has any power over you.
The next match is mine.
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One day some woman is going to say to you. "Bionicfemme I can't live without you." and you're going to say "Yeah I know. Now get nake and bow down before me you silly wench!" and she will because she'll know she has a good thing. So don't worry. Things will work out.
[Edited on Jun 02, 2003]