Thank you Lola, may we all pray to the great God in the sky that Stacey is not a psycho. Amen.
And sixsixty, I am considering sneaking a disposable cam into the club and having Maria take a pic very soon! It may not be exciting or even clear, but i'm gonna try!
OK, somebody get me a rose, a busty woman, a low-rider and a crying clown; my life is officially the comedic tragedy that is depicted on those homie cholo stickers one can purchase in the 50 cent machines at the supermarket, hahaha. My ex bf just sent me this email saying that he still loves me and thinks about kissing me every day, blah blah blah. WHY does the man do this to me??? It's been TWO YEARS! I told him I AM A LESBIAN! I wish he wouldn't confuse me...but then again, I was the one saying I wanted to go back home and kiss him, right? I should shut my mouf. lol. I love that shmuck, but thinking about ever getting involved with him again confuses me. It's better to keep walking and not look back. I still need to get over N, and thinking about my only serious boyfriend will just be a drawback.
DUDE! BUST OUT THE CRYING CLOWN! l
I want him to find someone else, someone who is a straight girl. I don't want to ruin his life, even if he ruined mine two years ago. I want the best for him. He was an orphan, he deserves the stable, nurturing relationship he never got the opportunity to experience. I want him to be happy. But hey, maybe I could just force myself to be straight with him and then i'd get to go to heaven, wouldn't that be great? **Smile smile** Ack. My attraction for women is too strong. It's like asking a vegan to eat a big fat steak with meat sauce and tender veal on the side.
YES!!! UPDATE! Stacey called me and we've just finished talking for like 2 hours! Her mom called her up on the other line, so she had to go, but she's gonna CALL ME BACK! Oh dude, I don't care if I look like a tired old hag in class tomorrow!
Um, this is way too good to be true. She's NOT CRAZY! She was talking about how her ex was a psycho heartbreaker, how she hates cheaters and will never be responsible for inflicting that pain on someone else. She doesn't do drugs, except for smoke pot like three times year. She doesn't deal with drama. And she's half Indonesian half white; I have a hardcore fetish for half-breeds because, um, I am one! I think what draws me the most to her is that much like me, she is social, but very shy when she meets people for the first time. We had SOOOO many things in common. I tried PATHETICALLY to hit on her, it was kind of funny.
"I wanted to tell you that I thought you had very pretty eyes, but thought you might think I was weird." -Stacey
"Oh no way. I wanted to tell you I thought you had very pretty features. Actually, I think your whole face is very pretty, you're beautiful." -Me
"Um...OK. So how about them Dodgers?" -Her
"Hahahahaha....**laughing nervously**" -Me
Doh. Remind me to never flirt with people again, lol.
Wow. She seems very mature for a freshman. Very responsible and clean cut. I don't think she's crazy, and I like how she's so shy. It makes me feel even with her. I hope things go well when we go clubbing tomorrow, I think she seems like a keeper, even if her reaction to my horrible flirtation was a bit confusing!
And sixsixty, I am considering sneaking a disposable cam into the club and having Maria take a pic very soon! It may not be exciting or even clear, but i'm gonna try!
OK, somebody get me a rose, a busty woman, a low-rider and a crying clown; my life is officially the comedic tragedy that is depicted on those homie cholo stickers one can purchase in the 50 cent machines at the supermarket, hahaha. My ex bf just sent me this email saying that he still loves me and thinks about kissing me every day, blah blah blah. WHY does the man do this to me??? It's been TWO YEARS! I told him I AM A LESBIAN! I wish he wouldn't confuse me...but then again, I was the one saying I wanted to go back home and kiss him, right? I should shut my mouf. lol. I love that shmuck, but thinking about ever getting involved with him again confuses me. It's better to keep walking and not look back. I still need to get over N, and thinking about my only serious boyfriend will just be a drawback.
DUDE! BUST OUT THE CRYING CLOWN! l
I want him to find someone else, someone who is a straight girl. I don't want to ruin his life, even if he ruined mine two years ago. I want the best for him. He was an orphan, he deserves the stable, nurturing relationship he never got the opportunity to experience. I want him to be happy. But hey, maybe I could just force myself to be straight with him and then i'd get to go to heaven, wouldn't that be great? **Smile smile** Ack. My attraction for women is too strong. It's like asking a vegan to eat a big fat steak with meat sauce and tender veal on the side.
YES!!! UPDATE! Stacey called me and we've just finished talking for like 2 hours! Her mom called her up on the other line, so she had to go, but she's gonna CALL ME BACK! Oh dude, I don't care if I look like a tired old hag in class tomorrow!
Um, this is way too good to be true. She's NOT CRAZY! She was talking about how her ex was a psycho heartbreaker, how she hates cheaters and will never be responsible for inflicting that pain on someone else. She doesn't do drugs, except for smoke pot like three times year. She doesn't deal with drama. And she's half Indonesian half white; I have a hardcore fetish for half-breeds because, um, I am one! I think what draws me the most to her is that much like me, she is social, but very shy when she meets people for the first time. We had SOOOO many things in common. I tried PATHETICALLY to hit on her, it was kind of funny.
"I wanted to tell you that I thought you had very pretty eyes, but thought you might think I was weird." -Stacey
"Oh no way. I wanted to tell you I thought you had very pretty features. Actually, I think your whole face is very pretty, you're beautiful." -Me
"Um...OK. So how about them Dodgers?" -Her
"Hahahahaha....**laughing nervously**" -Me
Doh. Remind me to never flirt with people again, lol.
Wow. She seems very mature for a freshman. Very responsible and clean cut. I don't think she's crazy, and I like how she's so shy. It makes me feel even with her. I hope things go well when we go clubbing tomorrow, I think she seems like a keeper, even if her reaction to my horrible flirtation was a bit confusing!
sixsixty:
you just need a good ride. call me up and schedule an appointment. give up on your hopes and write yourself a new script. practice the lines at night in a mirror, for one day the curtains will open and you will give your greatest performance. tell your people to call my people and tell them to have lunch without us. tell them not to order any meat or fatty beverages. tell them that water with a bit of lemon is just as good and cheaper. i am not eating this meal so i should at least try to save some moeny.