All I want is to not be Ugly.
Someday, I want someone to get really excited about me; I want their heart to beat fast when I come around and I want them to think i'm special. And to be happy with just me.
I can't help it that everything about me is ugly or scary and that I don't act sexy. I'm trying hard to be better. For once though, I would like someone to do a little trying for me, too. I'm not a bad person and worth at least that much.
Everyone gets their happy endings.
Is there a happy ending for me? At all?
Is this a fairy tale?
This is a psychological thriller.
Everything inside of me is dying.
Someday, I want someone to get really excited about me; I want their heart to beat fast when I come around and I want them to think i'm special. And to be happy with just me.
I can't help it that everything about me is ugly or scary and that I don't act sexy. I'm trying hard to be better. For once though, I would like someone to do a little trying for me, too. I'm not a bad person and worth at least that much.
Everyone gets their happy endings.
Is there a happy ending for me? At all?
Is this a fairy tale?
This is a psychological thriller.
Everything inside of me is dying.
welcome2thedawn:
that sucks that you feel that way. i think alot of people do and just don't say it. hey..at least your fantasy is coming true. 
i'm going now...
i'm going now...
welcome2thedawn:
i wasn't trying to be mean. i'm sorry. the last thing i want is to make someone who's alredy feeling crappy feal any worse. i feal so bad now. i know you don't know me, but i hope you believe me. i'm too much of a smart ass i guess...uh, sorry again.