LOL sorry to scare you SilentType, I guess I can be somewhat manic sometimes, but not any more manic than the average girl. I actually think all women are as manic as I am, but they just don't show it the way I do...
But anyway...I am feeling 10,000 times better since the outing with Lola that I wrote about last night. I think Lola is super-cool. Lola and Dia both have the ideal traits I look for in a girl. (I want to be just like Dia when I grow up!) Oh wait, I said I wasn't going to be a lesbian anymore...ooops. lol.
Speaking of which, maybe i'm really not a lesbian. I don't know. I only find guys I am attracted to like once every 70 something years (like Haley's comet!) and when I am attracted to them they are usually gay or really feminine. If they are straight they are usually very lanky and dorky and not too much bigger than I am. I found one such lad today.
I went to the record store I always go to buy vinyl at, and met a cool DJ boy named Jim. I of course flirted with him because all of the salesguys at that store hook me up with free stuff or CD's that are not usually for sale to the public, and besides, it's fun. But for some reason, I really got pulled into flirting with this guy, he was skinny and dorky but in an easygoing way...I mean, he IMPERSONATED CIRCUS CLOWNS just to make me laugh! We also swaped fave vinyls and he has EXCELLENT taste in music! He was great, I think I will go visit him at the store next sunday.
So I guess maybe I am not 100% lesbian, maybe I am only 90% lesbian, because I get attracted to really fun, dorky guys very rarely. Macho, cool guys are a turn off. For some reason I usually fall for super stylized, cool princess girls, which is a big mistake, I think I will force myself to stop doing this. I think I would only want to kiss Jim though, that's all. Ah crap, I guess that makes me gay, doesn't it? Well who the fuck knows. I get this feeling that when you get really old, the gender or the looks of potential partners really don't matter, you just fall for whoever is good to you and who will be there in the end.
I bought the new DJ Shadow CD and it is CERTAINLY music to strip by. It's sexy.
As for Josie...who knows what will happen with that? I'm going to have dinner with some friends tonight and I think she and Kristen might be coming along. I've actually decided on Josie's punishment...i'll just tease the fuck out of her. Apparently she only sees me as a piece of ass, right? So i'll just flirt with her until I give her a really bad case of blue balls, that's always fun. Teasing rules. Mwa aaah aaaah!
But anyway...I am feeling 10,000 times better since the outing with Lola that I wrote about last night. I think Lola is super-cool. Lola and Dia both have the ideal traits I look for in a girl. (I want to be just like Dia when I grow up!) Oh wait, I said I wasn't going to be a lesbian anymore...ooops. lol.
Speaking of which, maybe i'm really not a lesbian. I don't know. I only find guys I am attracted to like once every 70 something years (like Haley's comet!) and when I am attracted to them they are usually gay or really feminine. If they are straight they are usually very lanky and dorky and not too much bigger than I am. I found one such lad today.
I went to the record store I always go to buy vinyl at, and met a cool DJ boy named Jim. I of course flirted with him because all of the salesguys at that store hook me up with free stuff or CD's that are not usually for sale to the public, and besides, it's fun. But for some reason, I really got pulled into flirting with this guy, he was skinny and dorky but in an easygoing way...I mean, he IMPERSONATED CIRCUS CLOWNS just to make me laugh! We also swaped fave vinyls and he has EXCELLENT taste in music! He was great, I think I will go visit him at the store next sunday.
So I guess maybe I am not 100% lesbian, maybe I am only 90% lesbian, because I get attracted to really fun, dorky guys very rarely. Macho, cool guys are a turn off. For some reason I usually fall for super stylized, cool princess girls, which is a big mistake, I think I will force myself to stop doing this. I think I would only want to kiss Jim though, that's all. Ah crap, I guess that makes me gay, doesn't it? Well who the fuck knows. I get this feeling that when you get really old, the gender or the looks of potential partners really don't matter, you just fall for whoever is good to you and who will be there in the end.
I bought the new DJ Shadow CD and it is CERTAINLY music to strip by. It's sexy.
As for Josie...who knows what will happen with that? I'm going to have dinner with some friends tonight and I think she and Kristen might be coming along. I've actually decided on Josie's punishment...i'll just tease the fuck out of her. Apparently she only sees me as a piece of ass, right? So i'll just flirt with her until I give her a really bad case of blue balls, that's always fun. Teasing rules. Mwa aaah aaaah!
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you don't have to always name me as your crush. i know i'll always be in your heart.