bored.. soo bored..
need something to do... everyone knwo im leaving soon.. so basically all of my sidework and company related projects have been outsourced...
but i wan tot do osmthing.. but i always end up taking over hte project and doign all of the work.. everyone.. is an idiot... when it comes to cars....
everyone's always right... haha whatever.. my buddy mark borught me 30 bucks today.. i looked at him a bit crosseyed... wondreing what thehell it was for.. im only doing 2 gaskets on the top end of a 88 dodge truck...
i did i tfor 20 bucks... he spent 40 on parts.. and i gave the rest back to him.. people always give you the weirdest look when you give copious amounts of money back to him...
but i cant rip off a friend.. i make money form retarded teenagers.. not goo dfirends...
i needed the cash though.. it's been a slow month.. just mad all of my bills... i should quit smoking i spen more money pon cigs then i do gas or parts in a month for myself...
hmm
i guess im just bored and tired.. i should really just take a break... my entire dinner tonight was filled with people talkin gto me form the tables around me.. totally los ttrack of the girl i was with and my buddy kenny (who i grew up wiht) and my damnned phone wouldnt stop ringing...
so much for a quiet dinner at my favorite place...
i love it.. the food that is..
the owner always tells me I should date his 19yr old spoiled ass daughter.. she's worth alot of money.. but I could give a shit less.. she has a tainted heart.. and only cares about fast looking cars and big name clothes...
i showed her a exxelent painting once.. she scoffed at the fact it only cost me a few bucks... (but what are friends for??) and she would rather know how much my company sold last month...
like my money will bring her happiness.. i'd love to be poor again.. only really loooking forward to snuggeling against a warm soft lightly perfumed body.... thatn sit here alone at night not knowing what's up.. or drinking at everyone's idea of a social gathering...
apparently ive become a massive prick latley...
but i never talk to anyone!.. so what now...
cant eat well or dive nice things without money..
but cant keep good firends when ihave it?
that's why im goin gback to active duty.. the nice comfortable grey area between.. i dont have to tell anyone abou tmy company.. dont have to see EX-flings..
and dont have anyone asking for somehting i dont have to give...
much nicer that way.. i loved iding behind the military.. i miss it more then anythign else...
.. it's myescape... i need to escape...
good night..
need something to do... everyone knwo im leaving soon.. so basically all of my sidework and company related projects have been outsourced...
but i wan tot do osmthing.. but i always end up taking over hte project and doign all of the work.. everyone.. is an idiot... when it comes to cars....
everyone's always right... haha whatever.. my buddy mark borught me 30 bucks today.. i looked at him a bit crosseyed... wondreing what thehell it was for.. im only doing 2 gaskets on the top end of a 88 dodge truck...
i did i tfor 20 bucks... he spent 40 on parts.. and i gave the rest back to him.. people always give you the weirdest look when you give copious amounts of money back to him...
but i cant rip off a friend.. i make money form retarded teenagers.. not goo dfirends...
i needed the cash though.. it's been a slow month.. just mad all of my bills... i should quit smoking i spen more money pon cigs then i do gas or parts in a month for myself...
hmm
i guess im just bored and tired.. i should really just take a break... my entire dinner tonight was filled with people talkin gto me form the tables around me.. totally los ttrack of the girl i was with and my buddy kenny (who i grew up wiht) and my damnned phone wouldnt stop ringing...
so much for a quiet dinner at my favorite place...
i love it.. the food that is..
the owner always tells me I should date his 19yr old spoiled ass daughter.. she's worth alot of money.. but I could give a shit less.. she has a tainted heart.. and only cares about fast looking cars and big name clothes...
i showed her a exxelent painting once.. she scoffed at the fact it only cost me a few bucks... (but what are friends for??) and she would rather know how much my company sold last month...
like my money will bring her happiness.. i'd love to be poor again.. only really loooking forward to snuggeling against a warm soft lightly perfumed body.... thatn sit here alone at night not knowing what's up.. or drinking at everyone's idea of a social gathering...
apparently ive become a massive prick latley...
but i never talk to anyone!.. so what now...
cant eat well or dive nice things without money..
but cant keep good firends when ihave it?
that's why im goin gback to active duty.. the nice comfortable grey area between.. i dont have to tell anyone abou tmy company.. dont have to see EX-flings..
and dont have anyone asking for somehting i dont have to give...
much nicer that way.. i loved iding behind the military.. i miss it more then anythign else...
.. it's myescape... i need to escape...
good night..
You still moving? Sorry things are stressing ya out, life gets like that sometimes but I's always for a reason, usually to toughen us up to make us stonger so we can handle the next set life hands us.
We got an 2002 silver wrx in on trade with mileage in the higher 20's the other day. Not sure how long it'll be around, thought about ya. Boost gauge and piaa lights and winter tires. Ha, might not need them huh?
My first instinct about active duty for you is NOOOOOOOOOO, but ther is help needed everywhere and you seem like a genuine person that can affect a lot of people in postive ways,who knows how much good you can do? You know best, though I'd hate to see anything bad happen to ya.