biohazard_racer

hmm.. soo pissed again...
notice the feeling of betrayel never feels like it gets anybetter?
like you get used to being hurt.. happy.. in love.. all teh big emotions you can get used to .. but betrayel turns your insides around and mixes t with shards of jagged glass...
my best friend of 10 years....
decided that what his girlfriend was sayinga bout me was the truth..
so today i move into my new house...
10 years.. it's amasing what sex can do to a person. totally change their perception of reality... and trust...
we.. (as in the "inner circle") do not understand what has happened... i got "outsed" by my friend... for a girl....
i only have a few weekends left here...and im leaving on a bad note....
well.. finally have a reasont to completley leave tucson..
im sickened by this city anyway..
so how was all of your vacations and holidays doing? mine hasnt been so bad.. it's better then it usually is over the years...
well im out for the night good nught to all.. and have fun!
p.s. my little brother broke my nose today.. he's three years old.. fuck .. hahaha