another day another dollar.. another story abou tmy former wife.. but this time with pictures...
i have too much at risk now to go "hunting"... but someday.. im very patient when it comes to revenge.. everyone gets theres.. and karma does in fact wait a long time ...
well i did do somethign nice and ask for nothing in return...
the past... and sickens me deeply.... it's so hard to control yourself.. and the more stong i believe i am or people tell me i am... the more insecure i feel at night...
and it's soo hard to talk to new women.. i cant get past the "what do they want from me" stage... but usually it's sex... "oh i love your eyes" "oh you are such a pretty boy" "ohh yadda yadda ydadda car, money, looks" nothing they sya is important... i personally do not believe ther eis anythign special about my body... about my face... yess i work out every day.. yess i always shave... so what? i see it in the mirror everytime i get out of the shower.. and all i see is my beautiful scarrs from my childhood and recnt events.. all i see is a living billboard of stories and experiences.. i see nothing sexy.. i see reality... scarrs.... bruises.. occasional pimple... areas with hair.. and areas i need to sccrub the grease off of.. when i look at myself.. i see memories...
nothing special to anyone else but me... so why should my eyes get me anywhere? why should my voice do anything? (phone sex operator baby! woo hoo!)
what can you do .. just short of a razorblade across the cheeks...? i feel perfect.. but not by apperance.. buy by what i know inside aobut me... how could a girl tell me she wants me so badly without knowing anything..
or is being naieve so blissful to people? i cant stand it...
thanks for listening ot my rant darlin... i mean people...
even if youdont reply it feels good knowing that i have said something to someone hehehe....
goddnight.. good day... please just go away hahah
MOWWAH kisses for all who have no facial stubble!
i have too much at risk now to go "hunting"... but someday.. im very patient when it comes to revenge.. everyone gets theres.. and karma does in fact wait a long time ...
well i did do somethign nice and ask for nothing in return...
the past... and sickens me deeply.... it's so hard to control yourself.. and the more stong i believe i am or people tell me i am... the more insecure i feel at night...
and it's soo hard to talk to new women.. i cant get past the "what do they want from me" stage... but usually it's sex... "oh i love your eyes" "oh you are such a pretty boy" "ohh yadda yadda ydadda car, money, looks" nothing they sya is important... i personally do not believe ther eis anythign special about my body... about my face... yess i work out every day.. yess i always shave... so what? i see it in the mirror everytime i get out of the shower.. and all i see is my beautiful scarrs from my childhood and recnt events.. all i see is a living billboard of stories and experiences.. i see nothing sexy.. i see reality... scarrs.... bruises.. occasional pimple... areas with hair.. and areas i need to sccrub the grease off of.. when i look at myself.. i see memories...
nothing special to anyone else but me... so why should my eyes get me anywhere? why should my voice do anything? (phone sex operator baby! woo hoo!)
what can you do .. just short of a razorblade across the cheeks...? i feel perfect.. but not by apperance.. buy by what i know inside aobut me... how could a girl tell me she wants me so badly without knowing anything..
or is being naieve so blissful to people? i cant stand it...
thanks for listening ot my rant darlin... i mean people...
even if youdont reply it feels good knowing that i have said something to someone hehehe....
goddnight.. good day... please just go away hahah
MOWWAH kisses for all who have no facial stubble!