i cannot sleep anymore..
i went to bed at two now it is six... 4 hours pass by very slowly yet very quickly when you have alot but nothing on your mind...
i'll admit what's wrong.. i havent talked to my daughter in two weeks... my former wife is royally pissed becaues she isnt getting a "share" of my motorsports stuffage... it's so sad what greed does to people you know.. i gave her a car did a about 4 grand in repairs and custom interior... i mean i redid all the seats to the faggish KONA hawaii pattern she loves.. so now in her little shitty town she has the fastest and prettiest ford car...tits i would drive it..she want more money a month because of my sponsorship money.. HA jokes on her i dont spend the money the SPONSORS DO.. i cant tell MATCO tools to give my former any cash...
hmm.. i should not be punished for things that have nothing to do with her... grr i hate longstories... that's why i race.. it's short and there's very few outcomes... you always know what to expect.. and if you lose the only person that can say anything is you.....
man what should i do?.... i am for sure not kissing ass never have never will.. ever..
NOTE TO SELF:
keep little monster behind zipper he does not know what love is... hahahaha... little fucker always get me in trouble...
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god i hate being sick.. i pride myself in being strong and in shape.. but i feel like a small child when i'm sick.. so i hide at home and wallow in my own self pitty... well it's not that bad.. but you know on foggy days everything seems like near death experiences... ow.. i wish i oculd eat something... any food smells so good.. the only thing i have held down today is starbucks.. but on an empty stomach it's got me all wired and shit... haha... but it's cool because i can spit insults really fast and it ocnfusses my buddies girlfriend (who i hate, passionatley like a wart on your.. nevermind) and when i talk fast she gets confused and doesent register how much hatred is being spewed behind it hehehe.. gotta love simpleminded people.. and psycological warfare is always good HA! i am victiorious AND :
EEP VOICE:: I AM ALL THAT IS MAAANN!!.. now excuse me as i snuggle with my blanket and watch tv all night... 