binx

i may fuck up so very often
it's how i express i have no hope
how can i tell you in a different way
how i see my own innocense in your eyes
do you know i am forced to reject you from my mind?
lest i should get lost pretending you're mine
i have yet to learn of a love that shows me who i am
save the one that lingers where you use to reside
it is so painful to hear you laugh
yet i'd sell my soul on your behalf
it is so painful to see you smile
yet id die for your smile to linger a while
it is so painful to know youre content without me
yet id slit my wrists to make you happy
how can i explin why a thought of you makes me cry?
a boy who doesn't love me back
can even God tell me why?