Wow...what a crappy day....I have started a new job, which really deserves to be played out in front of everyone's eyes as a movie....I work with this black guy who has an utterly fuckung horrible voice. He sings and sings and sings..He is overwieght, butt ugly, and just can not hold a fucking tune..He is one of those guys whose always like "yeah, I gotta...
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Lost in the pollution this morning...not enough sleep....must go to work now...After almost three months of unemployment.....only three days at the new job....work still sucks.
The world extended beyond the boundaries of my vision, right around the soft blurred parameters of efficient sight. Stretching out before me was a world familiar, when referenced against a backdrop of dreams piled on lifetimes, lifetimes piled on moments, and moments piled on time. Directly in front of me framed against the setting western sun, were at least one hundred and fifty men, women,...
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vespa666:
so whats the deal with the mix tape swap? im in fer sure so lust let me know
aoife:
SGColorado group.....
I have been fully engrossed in the thread about the BITCH magazine article today. Lots of passion on this topic from so many people. I am just wondering what is beauty to you? How do you define attraction....Some of the best looking guys/gals I know are awful fucking souls. So what turns you on? If you met your intellectual soul mate and they were ugly...
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incest:
beauty is a blink away. when we both know it & pull closer. be fearless & read my mind. how if my heart's aflame?
there's no escaping yr soulmate.
there's no escaping yr soulmate.
dollface:
eek!
well, i know someone very very deeply. we can speak to each other without words or even body language. seriously. we can hear each others thoughts. obviously, not when we are apart....i haven't seen him in several years--probably four--he is married now, with a daughter and a step-daughter. he and i had a kind of love that is totally different than romantic love. we can exchange one e-mail a year and i feel like he is still a part of me. it is a soul kind of love---hard to explain. i have never felt that with anyone else. nor will i ever forget the mental conversation we have had. i knew he wasn't meant to be with me, and i told him that on his birthday six years ago. but i dunno--i am going to europe. i have always imagined that someone has been there waiting for me.
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well, i know someone very very deeply. we can speak to each other without words or even body language. seriously. we can hear each others thoughts. obviously, not when we are apart....i haven't seen him in several years--probably four--he is married now, with a daughter and a step-daughter. he and i had a kind of love that is totally different than romantic love. we can exchange one e-mail a year and i feel like he is still a part of me. it is a soul kind of love---hard to explain. i have never felt that with anyone else. nor will i ever forget the mental conversation we have had. i knew he wasn't meant to be with me, and i told him that on his birthday six years ago. but i dunno--i am going to europe. i have always imagined that someone has been there waiting for me.
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..."There is a strange man attached to my backbone-
Who thinks he can sap me or break me
If he bleaches out my son
my water my fire
if he confuses my tounge by shitting symbols...into my words.
every day I walk out of the house
with this curious weight on my back
peering out from betwen my ear and my shoulder each time I...
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Who thinks he can sap me or break me
If he bleaches out my son
my water my fire
if he confuses my tounge by shitting symbols...into my words.
every day I walk out of the house
with this curious weight on my back
peering out from betwen my ear and my shoulder each time I...
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kopper:
like the mixtape idea.. lo-fi is the way to go. drop me a comment or a mail with the details.
the big black reference totally sucked me in.
the big black reference totally sucked me in.
dollface:
three castles is good stuff. back in my broke and daily cigarette smoking days i used to buy it and roll my own. now i really only smoke when i am drinking....but if i am drinking a lot that means i am smoking a lot....i will smoke dunhills while i am there. i'll buy a carton duty free. damn i love dunhills. and gauloises. those are good too. hmm. i am sober, yet i want to smoke...
I just wanna take a moment to tell all of you how much my mum rawks...I finally got some freelance chef work--While I was out today, my mum, dropped of the hugest box of comic books. Mine and my dad's combined. It is like being eleven all over again; I forgot how much they effected my life, and attitudes growing up. My dad was a...
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incest:
if it isn't barouqe..don't fix it.
*looks yr way*
*looks yr way*
.....Bang on a can for me...Is that to much to ask? Hit the bottom of your heart with rubber bones....So I can hear the sound of your soul...I am like a dog with no toys...bored and mean...wanting the love of something in this world..Only to find out, that is what keeps me kept...Bark at the moon, Ozzy, Bark at the moon...
kurtz:
i banged on an old mans chest today. he's back in the land of the living for now. the sound of my soul goes "goddamnit i wish i could get a containment vessel with a set of balls"...... shit.
I am sure you have your own trials and tribulations to uphold, your own bits of humanity to digest, I encourage you to write that down. Do something with it; build it into a towering inferno of smut and dirt, wrapped up into bitter discontent and hard, sad feelings. Sign it with your tears, address it to the people you hate, give it for gifts...
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incest:
"she's getting plenty of little kisses but nobody's slipping her the key.."
the song is tamburitza lingua.
the song is tamburitza lingua.
dollface:
aint you sweet
only online boys dig me. the real ones treat me like ass.
only online boys dig me. the real ones treat me like ass.
........Back from the brink of some manufactured disaster.....waiting for war...watching to much TV.....missed my made up friends had to come back and chain react......first time drinking bottled beer in months....life is good...still no job, but evolving none the less......
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dollface:
didn't get dream job....close to being laid off at current one....but for some reason believe everything will work out before the 25th which is when i jump on a plane to europe
incest:
do you wear a loincloth?
welcome back candycane.
welcome back candycane.
....At the back of the room, he always stood-
Alone, crouching, and biting his lips untill they bled..I remember him for his smell, and the fact that his thermos always leaked into his pretzel bag. They looked like giant worms, intermingling, with the blood and refused pieces of lip. He was more than happy for protein. Some become Zen while the rest of us catch...
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Alone, crouching, and biting his lips untill they bled..I remember him for his smell, and the fact that his thermos always leaked into his pretzel bag. They looked like giant worms, intermingling, with the blood and refused pieces of lip. He was more than happy for protein. Some become Zen while the rest of us catch...
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incest:
coup d'etat.
kurtz:
so you really are leaving us...... hmmm........
Just got back from the mountains...A nice mixture of small town white trash and a couple a friends who own some land. Played a tight, short set..with my old college/partial high school band..And drank incredible amounts of jungle juice out of a trashcan. It was good to see those guys and play again. Kind of funny though, because we all used to be snowboarding punk...
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_michael:
happy new year my friend...
im starting to look like a hippie.
im starting to look like a hippie.
I love you all...and I hate some of you...I am so human, it makes me crack with blisters and bleed......I am not sure I belong here...And I do not care...I am just trying to tell stories...They call me a liar in my hometown....I call them bought... 
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incest:
dog food.
kurtz:
happy new year monkey......
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