No, I just bought it a year ago and just a few months ago I started painting everything, fixing stuff, etc... getting it how I want it. It's fun- I am learning a lot byt doing it all myself. Sometimes I mess things up even worse than they started but ah well.

Sounds like things are good for you! that is rad. Keeping busy is good but yes...you need to make sure to take care of yourself, shweets.

I should go visit my family soon too. I miss em. They are all crazy.

i'm glad shit is working out for you. i think getting beat up from being productive is good, as long as you're not burnt out and plain tired. take care of your sleep and eating though, you're not no young buck you need to! hah, seriously though. those two are like the foundation of health and sanity and shit.

hey - i'll view the source of a html page of yours or two and write css & then clean up your html w/ css to show you how to do it. then you can learn it by the file i write and implementing it into the rest of your site & changing the css if you want something i did to be different. that's how i learnt, all self-taught too. but i always insist on doing shit ass-backwards so i learnt how to do layouts with css beofre i learnt how to do them with html. which is not really a good thing.

ok soon pretty blue boy.

hi!

hi! i don't see how you could miss tx when living in san diego.. :-P

it's good to be able to be happy when you are alone...I have yet to master such a happiness...but i guess it could come with time..

I have relied on relationships too much...and I think that, that is one of my biggest problems!

it's nice to know that someone knows how i feel...
~muah
you are lovely as always!

email! : comments later

what it is that i want?
everything.
and nothing.

hmm can we say very pretty!

you make me smile!

xo

Jam: Yeah I dont really like Everyday Jungalist yet either. YET I saw because once I clean it up it should be much nicer. It is sort of spastic right now.

Aster: Wait what cute girl? Do you mean Lisa? If so, she is my BEST friend ever. I love her so much. And Yeah I love that site. It is based on a magazine out of the UK (Computer Arts). I am an avid collector.

Inez: I know I know I must learn typography. I am seriously lacking in that department but that is what school is for. Musthave..more..knowledge.

Jam : The foreground is a couple soldiers ducking in front of the tanks. I used Photoshop for that one but on the other images I rendered a 3D image in 3D Studio Max and then took them into Photoshop.

ahh..pugs are the best

Yeah I agree. If there is one good thing that came out of the relationship...it was my new found love of pugs...hehe

well, you were automatically raised a level when i discovered you are an aquarian dragon, and then you're like 1 of 2 people i know that gets excited as i do about shit and wears their heart on their sleeve like i do, and then anyone that can discuss science-physics type shit, art, computers, music and philosophize on other random stuff with me is obligated. sorry man, you're it! hehe

So that's the criteria....

sexy photos of boys are absolutely necessary. if it weren't for my stumbling upon some mapplethorpe photos when i was 20, i probably never would have thought that male bodies were hot. so stay on it!

No, this was a different ex. This is the only one that no longer speaks to me. Too bad, he was pretty swell... when he wasn't freakin' NUTS!

No, its not weird for a boy to want to take sexy photos, you crazyass. more please, me still hungry.

damn. you sure are a cutie! no plasticated fakeness there! aah yeeah, more flesh!! gimme more!

Don't they know it's not how many friends you have, but how often you change your pic?????