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Friday Aug 02, 2002

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Books, pictures in my magazines
I dream of cleansing themes
If I dream at all
Just waiting for my heart to catch up with my region divine
Unusual
In this race its almost always too far ahead
Stay. Thats what she said
Over and over
I was already gone
Now I just try to be still
Like a skyscraper
I end up swaying as I grasp at the clouds
But I still hear it
Light a splif
Turn up the volume
Put my headphones on
The sound doesnt drown out my sight
Comes through like lying in the sun
Light shining through my eyelids
Red
Not black and white
Now I stay up at night
Not fighting my darker side
Still somethings not quite right
Stirring
I try to keep it down
Fits
Rage
A forgotten age
Walking home
Verbal turbulence
I give it up for the stars
Jealousy
Feeling insecure
Im on a mental fast
Wanting to be pure
Ha..seems I dreaming now
Maybe someday Ill wake up and be a better person
Maybe someday Ill go to sleep and dream of a better plan.......
aster:
dearie, i too was clearing stuff out of my parents' place in dribs and drabs over the last few years. just a few things i liked, here and there. but all of a sudden, i have to make a decision on every item, and it's kind of painful. maybe you know what i mean...you're an artist...you probably keep all sorts of stuff around to look at, to inspire you, to tickle your brain, to help you remember something or someone, or to use. it's more than just stuff. and it's so hard to let go of it all.
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