I was late to work today. I am actually at work now. My manager gave me the have to be here on time for your new shift talk yesterday so I really wish my alarm hadnt crapped out. Bad start to a day. I hope it gets better.
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Suicide Girls
I sent the animations to spooky yesterday and he put the Marie one up on a test basis. I did a new one of each of the three girls and I like the results. I think Spooky will like them too. Currently awaiting response.
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In other new,.
I really, really miss someone. I wont say her name cause I told myself I wouldnt. Anyhow it is all very sick and self-destructive. I know. But it is better that I rant here about it than call her up and cause drama in that way. I dont need it. She doesnt need it. I should be over all this but in truth it has been a strong undercurrent in my life since she and I met. I fight it every second. Thoughts of her like battle attacks. I miss her like crazy. But I dont miss the way I felt at times. So down. So low.
Who do I speak of? That pug loving girl born on April Fools day. ~sigh~
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Sides that I have been feeling great lately. Stress be gone. Work has been good. I have been making some really good friends. I feel confident and able again and I think it is making all the difference in my life. Freelance work has been falling in my lap. I have people telling me left and right that I need to DJ out. I have been working on my art almost constantly and learning my programs even better. I am finally getting somewhere in life instead of just fucking around. As far as the freelance thing goes, I have toned myself down. I have decided to focus less on freelance work for money and focus more on freelance work for experience. I can be picky cause I have to leave room for school and work in my life. I usually work myself to death and I would like to have a little breathing room so I may have to turn down a few offers. Also, I am starting school in a few monthsFinally. I am VERY excited about that.
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Suicide Girls
I sent the animations to spooky yesterday and he put the Marie one up on a test basis. I did a new one of each of the three girls and I like the results. I think Spooky will like them too. Currently awaiting response.
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In other new,.
I really, really miss someone. I wont say her name cause I told myself I wouldnt. Anyhow it is all very sick and self-destructive. I know. But it is better that I rant here about it than call her up and cause drama in that way. I dont need it. She doesnt need it. I should be over all this but in truth it has been a strong undercurrent in my life since she and I met. I fight it every second. Thoughts of her like battle attacks. I miss her like crazy. But I dont miss the way I felt at times. So down. So low.
Who do I speak of? That pug loving girl born on April Fools day. ~sigh~
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Sides that I have been feeling great lately. Stress be gone. Work has been good. I have been making some really good friends. I feel confident and able again and I think it is making all the difference in my life. Freelance work has been falling in my lap. I have people telling me left and right that I need to DJ out. I have been working on my art almost constantly and learning my programs even better. I am finally getting somewhere in life instead of just fucking around. As far as the freelance thing goes, I have toned myself down. I have decided to focus less on freelance work for money and focus more on freelance work for experience. I can be picky cause I have to leave room for school and work in my life. I usually work myself to death and I would like to have a little breathing room so I may have to turn down a few offers. Also, I am starting school in a few monthsFinally. I am VERY excited about that.
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thirtyseven:
ahh..pugs are the best 
binaryfiendsgone:
Yeah I agree. If there is one good thing that came out of the relationship...it was my new found love of pugs...hehe