Inez: Per your earlier suggestion, I will put up my old profile photo...Temporarily. I get shy you know.

Thirtyseven: Do you like Venetian Snares? If you havent heard them you should check em out. Hardcore Jungle. Sounds a lot like Panacea.

Aster: Aloof lessonshehe

Demolitionkittn: Weird. People always tell me that I look like someone they know.

Solisis: Thank you. I will probably change it soon. I change it very often.

Bitchboots: No there are not a lot of cool chicks in SD. I mean there are but they are hard to find because YES there are a lot of barbies floating around on their implants. I hate that shit. Not an drop of originality.
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OK so here it is. The story I have been meaning to update. Now that I am semi-sober (hehe) I can give you a much better account. In the context of everything going on it is all quite strange. So basically if you read any of the other post about Kristin things were going well but I had my doubts. I had called her on Thursday and left a message for her saying I had a bad feeling and that I wish she would call me. I end up falling asleep and she calls twice. I get the message in the morning and call her from work. It just so happens that she was coming over to see me. So she gets there. I go on lunch and she and I just chat about the fears we had regarding the relationship. We decide to take it really slow as we had already decided and she leaves. I called and made reservations for dinner. Then when I get home I get the message from my roommate that she called twice. So I get to my room and ring ring its her. I pick it up and its Kristin sounding very urgent so I knew exactly what came next. She told me that she couldnt go tonight because things were too intense for her right now and that she cant deal with it. I say ok. I go out that night and have a great eventful night. So I hadnt spoken to her since then but I had a lengthy conversation yesterday with her best friend Chelsea who is also a good friend of mine. I get a call today from Kristin and she explains to me that she kind of freak out a bit about the situation because of a letter she received from her ex-boyfriend after seeing me at work the other day. She seemed to say it as an apology but she never apologized so I dont know what to think. Either way, I now she and I can be friends. I think she is a great person but I see clearly that it could not work. So there it is. I am bummed about the situation but really what do I have to be sad about? I am actually quite content with life and when I am not it is only because I am striving for more. Still going
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In other news.. Whoa I just got an e-mail from my long lost friend Erin Kelly. I haven't spoken to her in about 2 years and she may be coming to the California area soon. I would love to see her. We both had a lot of dreams when last we spoke so I am very curious to find out where her life has taken her. I know I have been through some ish......
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Ok Ok AND I made something today. I want to try and make at least one thing everyday. So here it is check it out. Tell me what you think of this little animation.

http://binaryfiend.com/test2.gif