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Thursday Jul 11, 2002

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Sumgirl: Yes that is my perfect vision of cuteness. I cant wait to have a house so that I can have some animals in my lifeaww

Digdug: Hell yeah, friend shopping is the newest fad. Some of my friends got me into it. It all about quantity not quality!!!! LOL

That was a joke my dear friendsteheheI care for each and every one of you. OUR FRIENDSHIP IS NOT A GAME!!!! Hehehe

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So this is the situation with Kristin. I havent seen her since Sunday. We have talked everyday since then but we have both been busy. I was supposed to see her a few days ago cause I had invited her out for Thai food (she was tired). Then last night she had invited me over to stay with her but I had work to do and I didnt finish till late sodouble drat! We are supposed to go have sushi and saki on Friday. I guess I will just have to see if that is still going to happen.

We also talked the other day and even though I am still positive about the situation as a whole I have some serious doubts about her and I. I think that I may just be into this girl way more than she is into me or at least that is what it seems like from the other side of this wall she has up. I am just too anxious and she is too aloof. Not a good combination and I know this from past experience.aurgh! But I really do like her and from what she lets out she likes me a lot too. Every so often she will just say something that makes me realize ithmmmm?

I am still very happy right now. I feel like I my mind has been a lot clearer and I realize that even though things still get muddled I am able to sort through them now with less effort. I am about to start school and things at work are changing for the better so I am pretty excited. I am going to be working two 3rd shift nights and have 3 off days a week. That makes it easier to go to school, study, or work a 2nd job.

Anyhow, I have been working on my home page a lot and I am much happier with it. I added a few new elements and changed up the interface a lot. Tell me what you think and um sign my guest book so I can act like I have all these internet friendsLOL.

http://binaryfiend.com
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saturn1:
i think you're reading it right. the guy that i'm totally in love with is also stand offish, but more so like he controls his emotions so that things are the way that he thinks they rationally should be. so i invested all this emotion and he felt the same thing, but then decided the distance between us was crazy and just shut it all off, like that. it was just really confusing to me and i felt kind of jerked because i did invest all that feeling and i couldn't make it go away like he could.

so yea, if you think what you think, go with it, sounds pretty honest {with yourself} to me.
Jul 11, 2002
bitchboots:
good call inez...
binary, it does sound like you have a good idea of what you want, and i think it's an admirable quality to settle for nothing less... besides, i hardly think you'll have any trouble meeting new people wink
Jul 11, 2002

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