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Life has a funny way of turning around at critical points in time. For instance the other day I was bitching about hating my job and needing a new one. Well lets just say there has been a "360 turn around, from suicide to loving you!!! (lyrics for some of you old punk rockers out there - I think its Mixel Pricks) Anyhow, I go into work a few days later still contemplating looking for a new job and the manger that had been such a jerk to me comes up to me. He apologizes then says that he wants to offer me a promotion to Project Manager. I'm like chigga what?!? How the hell does that happen? I know the girl that had the position before wasn't doing that great of a job and I had inquired in the past about the possibility for moving up. I guess the stage was set for things to fall into place and now here I am with a promotion staring me in the face!! I think I am going to take it because for one it will look good on a resume having that manager experience and for two I will be able to have a life again. No more grave yard madness. Besides, I was working during my prime creative time which is 1 AM to 4AM. I will have those hours back to work on my art which has been suffering as of late.

Ok amazing turn around number two. As we may know from more of my past bitching I have been missing my family and friends and I am planning a trip home. The same manger that offered me the position solidifies the dates and told me it was not a problem with me having my requested days off. So I am sooo fucking excited to be able to see my family but I had been emailing my best friend Lisa to ask her if she was going to be able to visit me. She never did reply and I was starting to get very sadden by her ambivalence of the situation. No e-mails. No phone calls. Phooey! I finally send her an urgent e-mail then miss her phone call that same day. I miss her phone call the next day. I finally find her number (she's hard to track down sometimes) and give her a call. It just so happens that her mother just up and bought her a plane ticket to Brownsville to go see me!!!! I am like holy cow! That is the greatest news she could have given me. Now I am going to be able to see my sister (she's coming for NY) my mom, my dad, my friends in Brownsville and then LISA!!! Its going to be soo amazing! It really is a God send! Some one is smiling down on me right now. I am telling you everything has been falling together in wondrous ways. I feel really blessed right now.

And so I offer this to the cosmos--> THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!

I'm the happiest I have been in a long time and I haven't even got to Texas yet.

One More. THANK YOU!