binaryfiendsgone

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! How the hell am I supposed to work when I am soo fucking tired that I can even seem to get inspired by anything. I really do need something to inspire me. Every thing/one that usually inspires me is/are too far away from me. I have very few people in my life that are creative on a very consistent basis and it pains me to be soo fn isolated. I need to fall in with a group of rebel street designershaha Yeah righthaha Sides its like you cant make designer friends because everybody is out to fucking prove something. Like,O youre an artist/designer, Well I work here and here and here and with this person and Im just WAY WAY cooler than you!! Why cant people just work together instead of competing at everything? I guess some people dont feel secure unless the can tell themselves that they are better than everyone else. I wish I could find some like minded souls that just want to foster creativity for the sake of creativity. I wish I could meet some artists that are driven to work as hard as I do or rather usually do. People that want to make new things. People that live art and want to make it there lives. To be quite honest I do know a few but they all live far away from me so I cant really bounce ideas or learn from them like I could if they were here. Maybe I just need to thrust myself into some fucked up situations so as to create inspired works. It always worked in the past. Maybe I am just becoming to sane and I am loosing my fire.hahaha Ok we all know I am just as crazy as always. I need a muse. A person to worship. A person to pleaseSounds pathetic huh? Thats the old me talking. Mr. Need a Woman to be Happy. But I dont. I just need some friends to feed off of. I just need to wake up. All I want to do is be my normal self and get to work. I have things to do but I cant seem to get my mind in check. Maybe I just need to watch a little more Japanese animation and dream about laying next to Lisa. Awww she always makes me feel better. I am sure if we were close I would be able to createsnap Double Snap! Only 2 people in this world understand me from the inside out. One is Lisa and the other is Starli. Both inspire me but without a trace of their real essence they are just too far to help pull me out of this funk that I cant seem to shake myself out of. Maybe I just need some rest and love. Both seem out of my reach..

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Update: I managed to get a little work done. I just finished the first draft of the Tipton Guitars web page. I am still waiting on the information from my client. I have some really cool ideas for the gallery and information pages. I plan to use some disjointed roll-overs for zooming effects in the gallery page and I also plan to use them to show the different models on the information page. Once I am done it should be a minimal but styling site. The point of this site is to get information across and get people in contact with the maker. I think it will accomplish that as long as it is advertised well.

Tipton Guitars - http://www.binaryfiend.com/tg

What do you think?

P.S. Sorry for the angry ranting...