bimmy

i added some artwork that i have done
and a few more folders..check it out.

tell me what you think..if thee wishes.

[jacob]

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[how do you gamble with something so powerful of a thing like love]

guys my age
they don't talk/think about love [getting married, settling down]
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BUT
i find that is constantly the topic on my mind and in my heart

-this topic is such a burden
-it is so very important to me as well
-although i can't experience it now

because i "know what's best for me"
and i choose to concentrate on more
pressing matters that are at hand
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even though

all that truly matters to me
-is getting married
-to have a companion
-to be there for somebody
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and i know
i know
I FREAKING KNOW!

"now's not the time"
"just wait it out"

while my heart is shriveling up

crying for it's lover warmth

love is a thirst that i cannot quench,
a wound that cannot be mended,

and if that it is not fixed soon
i don't know what is to happen to me...will i feel nothing..
..will i lose this passion?