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Time slips away.

Every moment is precious. But they slip away like grains of sand, lost forever. I look at what Ive lost, loves, friends, family, any future, any dreams, happiness.

I look towards the new year, knowing everything I do drives a wedge between me and anybody who loves me, knowing Ill be losing my job soon, which also means Ill be losing my...
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mrsfulks:
wow u do have a way with words but I know how u feel lots of hugs and kisses.
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``At this festive season of the year, Mr Scrooge,'' said the gentleman, taking up a pen, ``it is more than usually desirable that we should make some slight provision for the Poor and destitute, who suffer greatly at the present time. Many thousands are in want of common necessaries; hundreds of thousands are in want of common comforts, sir.''

``Are there no prisons?'' asked Scrooge....
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lil_em:
Yes, tea would be good but I'm on a 24-hr fast because of the sickness frown

Boiled water for me right now frown

The only good thing about Christmas is the time off from work I get. Having said that, I'll work more in the taxi trade instead. It just means a change of circumstances for a couple of weeks which is always welcome.

Apart from that, it's all bullshit and I hate it.

Bring on the new year and a fresh start. 2008 has been the worst year ever frown

xx
givememedicine:
haha I <3 you.

They're already playing xmas music in Wal Mart.. =[

Hope you're doing okay.

xoxo Rachel
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dawn of a new day. barack won it why do i have a sinking feeling about this?
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lil_em:
After getting drunk on half a bottle of Bells aged 13, there's no way I could touch whiskey ever again!! Hehe

I'll be ok thank you love, just need to keep warm and indoors for a few days kiss

xx
lil_em:
Thank you sweetheart kiss

xx
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It's truely remarkable how much you can **** up your life when you put your mind to it. And the best is yet to come. Gonna be a lot of tears in the future.

Think I'll name this chapter in my life as The Downfall of Jules.

Will keep you posted smile
givememedicine:
I <3 you. =/
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She was dark, with the shadows of a too long remembered past. Forever surfacing, never quite forgotten. In the eyes the empty sighs of reality seeping through the veil of delusion. Pushing up the edges of the mask she donned daily. Smiling vacantly, attempting to acknowledge, interact, feel something. Nothing. Darkness. Despair. Wishing for pain, pain preferable to paralysis. Hit me, make me feel. Shaking...
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ha ha

the internet again

the world is once again at my feet
cyberiouse:
AWESOME!!!!!!! I was out of internet for like a month and it sucked. I was lucky that i could bring my laptop to work and browse here biggrin lol Nice to see ya back dude
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.. Have woke up after the most erotic dream!!!

Wherever you are miss... can I see you? Can I touch you? Will you strip for me?

I am in a strange place!! I am at "home" but it doesnt feel like it..... she is missing.. I miss her... I want her... I need her in my life....

...just a step on the boss mans ladder.......
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lil_em:
Burping is great biggrin

I'm glad you're happy dude biggrin

xx
lil_em:
Hang on - are you quoting Take That?!

*swoons*

wink

xx
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"The Normal is the good smile in a child's eyes - all right. It is also the dead stare of a million adults. It both sustains and kills - like a God. It is the Ordinary made beautiful: it is also the Average made lethal. The Normal is the indispensable, murderous God of Health, and I am his Priest. My tools are very delicate. My...
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theknives:
I would love to see Equus. I've read it, and I've performed part of it as part of my GCSE drama, a long time ago now! I think it's incredible.
lilandra:
Hello hun, thank you its good to be back. xxx
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I promise to smile more often and make the best of what is my life... I also promise to think before i speak and act... I also need help de-bugging my comp if anybody has any free answers!!!
mrsfulks:
that is a wonderful thing that ur trying to smile more I am to it is getting easer to smile and cry at the same time haha jk
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i now promise never to mix wine and whiskey and write miserable crap on blogs. x
godiva:
oooh mixing liquers is a dangerous job, and should never ever be done unless u r a professional! lol unfortunatly i dont drink that much, my limit is 2 beers lol! xoxo