billytheseal

Things I am hating at the moment.

Living in a room without a proper internet connection.

House selling.

The prospect of a 4 hour train journey.

People who ask for coke in their single malts whisky.

Being without her.

But there's still more good than bad at the moment

History books are great. You get to learn things like this were written.

Such as thou art, sometime was I.
Such as I am, such shalt thou be.
I thought little on th'our of Death
So long as I enjoyed breath.
But now a wretched captive am I,
Deep in the ground, lo here I lie.
My beauty great, is all quite gone,
My flesh...
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Sat in the library with a hangover and reading about 16th century Europe.

I couldn't be happier.

University is awesome

I leave my city tomorrow. The prospect fills me with sadness. We've know every inch of each other for over 30 years now, and she has been mother, lover and friend to me. So, today we had one last fling together, like making bitter-sweet love. And tomorrow it will be over.

My house. And in my house, my ghost. Well, not my ghost exactly. A...
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God I ache. I mean, seriously ache. My life has degenerated into something resembling Caligula over the last few days, and I think it's caught up with me. Am not looking forward to work tonight.

Here are five things running through my head at the moment.

1) - Tombstone is one of the best movies ever made.

2) - Foetuses with parana teeth (which I...
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Insomnia sucks arse.

Luckily, I have these to get me through the dark of the night

I once wanted to burn the world.

If I couldn't have her, nobody should be happy.

Now, I have a baby on the way, and one maybe-mine baby.

Now I have to make a better world for them.

Save the world.

Piece of piss.

Bus fare to friends house - 1.50

Bottle of Siglo Rioca - 7.49

Bottle of Jura 16 year old Single Malt - 39.99

Crawling downstairs with a stinking hangover to discover housemate has bought Sherlock on DVD - Priceless

Here are five random facts about me. Well, four random facts and one lie, since I can never be straight about anything.

1 - For some reason most people seem to regard me as some sort of devil, and at least 3 separate people have nick-named me Lucifer at various points in my life.

2 - I still know all the words to Transformers: The...
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Have you ever watched something that resonates with you? That you understand completely what is being said. So it is when I watched this a few minutes ago.



I felt the same when I read The Lost Weekend. I completely understood why Charles R Jackson had written it, and with a sick realisation, that I had carried out some of the actions described in the...
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Sons of Anarchy Sesson 2 has just been delivered to me by the nice man from Amazon.

This makes me very happy

So...a bottle of wine for breakfast. Not good wine either. Haven't done this for a while.

So, with everything going well in my life, with uni, babies, a wide variety of women who are happy to sleep with me on a casual basis, and all I can think about is her. Damn. I'd hoped I was over this.

Damn. I hate being self indulgent in...
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