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Ok. So I quit my job yesterday. It was because they were about to fire me. There were various reasons and I gave them good reason too. I hated the place and everything they did, and hate does not begin to describe how I felt about some of the managers

..so Im now unemployed for the first time in a decade, at the beginning of...
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mrsfulks:
That is great why have a job that u hate.
givememedicine:
good luck love.
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Ok, so I made up my mind to look for God in the new year.

Thats a little bit of a strange statement, especially coming from an atheist. And I am an atheist, and proud of it. I became one in high school, when I found both an interest in science and history. Im also one of those annoying people who have to know the...
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reena:
Ha! Look into every angle and see whats feels right. You may be suprised!

My dad is doing ok thanks, think he was just a bit scared by it all. I can't wait to see my pics too!
givememedicine:
Check out Buddhism. You don't have to worship any gods at all! =]
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New year

a time to look to the future, and aim for the stars. And for once, that is what Im gonna do. I have been dwelling on things for too long, giving into my weaknesses and addictions, without and plan, without hope.

that will change. I have changed. I have a plan. Its a secret and cunning plan, and it belongs to me. I...
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givememedicine:
Hope you have a good time, you deserve it =p
synysteruk:
Hope London was fun, and good luck with the master plan.
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i would love to imagine a world out there where david bowie was actually neighbours with bing crosby



i'd also love to have seen a more realistic verson....

Bing - well dave, what are you doing over the festive period?

David - well bing, this year i'll be blowing coke from iggy pop's bum in a german fetish club...
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reena:
Sounds disgusting.
Have a great xmas!
jenova:
Happy birthday!

and

Happy new year! .x
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Welcome to the land of dreams.
Life is not always as it seems.
The things that thrill come and go and the things that hurt are a hazardous must.
Mornings are the things i dread.
Evenings are what make my eyes red.
I spend time wondering should i have stayed in bed?
They say that friends come and go.
But i know thats because i...
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mrsfulks:
aww that was sweet.
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Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at...
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Time slips away.

Every moment is precious. But they slip away like grains of sand, lost forever. I look at what Ive lost, loves, friends, family, any future, any dreams, happiness.

I look towards the new year, knowing everything I do drives a wedge between me and anybody who loves me, knowing Ill be losing my job soon, which also means Ill be losing my...
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mrsfulks:
wow u do have a way with words but I know how u feel lots of hugs and kisses.
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``At this festive season of the year, Mr Scrooge,'' said the gentleman, taking up a pen, ``it is more than usually desirable that we should make some slight provision for the Poor and destitute, who suffer greatly at the present time. Many thousands are in want of common necessaries; hundreds of thousands are in want of common comforts, sir.''

``Are there no prisons?'' asked Scrooge....
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lil_em:
Yes, tea would be good but I'm on a 24-hr fast because of the sickness frown

Boiled water for me right now frown

The only good thing about Christmas is the time off from work I get. Having said that, I'll work more in the taxi trade instead. It just means a change of circumstances for a couple of weeks which is always welcome.

Apart from that, it's all bullshit and I hate it.

Bring on the new year and a fresh start. 2008 has been the worst year ever frown

xx
givememedicine:
haha I <3 you.

They're already playing xmas music in Wal Mart.. =[

Hope you're doing okay.

xoxo Rachel
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dawn of a new day. barack won it why do i have a sinking feeling about this?
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lil_em:
After getting drunk on half a bottle of Bells aged 13, there's no way I could touch whiskey ever again!! Hehe

I'll be ok thank you love, just need to keep warm and indoors for a few days kiss

xx
lil_em:
Thank you sweetheart kiss

xx
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It's truely remarkable how much you can **** up your life when you put your mind to it. And the best is yet to come. Gonna be a lot of tears in the future.

Think I'll name this chapter in my life as The Downfall of Jules.

Will keep you posted smile
givememedicine:
I <3 you. =/
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She was dark, with the shadows of a too long remembered past. Forever surfacing, never quite forgotten. In the eyes the empty sighs of reality seeping through the veil of delusion. Pushing up the edges of the mask she donned daily. Smiling vacantly, attempting to acknowledge, interact, feel something. Nothing. Darkness. Despair. Wishing for pain, pain preferable to paralysis. Hit me, make me feel. Shaking...
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ha ha

the internet again

the world is once again at my feet
cyberiouse:
AWESOME!!!!!!! I was out of internet for like a month and it sucked. I was lucky that i could bring my laptop to work and browse here biggrin lol Nice to see ya back dude