looks like its going to be one of those nights where i drink my self into a drunken stuppor....
i just found out today my band is getting back together without me. nobody in the band told me. my friend at work told me about it because he saw the ad for the show in the oc weekly. i had played with this band for five years and was one of the founding members.i put 110% into this band and was one of the main songwriters. i have never had a bad memory and never had a problem with anybody in the band. we all got along really well, these were my best friends. so this came as a huge shock to me. am i wrong for feeling hurt and insulted? all my friends knew about this too and they all kept it from me, they are going to see them tonite.i am just so utterly depressed by this........sorry for the pity party but i think i am allowed one every once and a while.
i just found out today my band is getting back together without me. nobody in the band told me. my friend at work told me about it because he saw the ad for the show in the oc weekly. i had played with this band for five years and was one of the founding members.i put 110% into this band and was one of the main songwriters. i have never had a bad memory and never had a problem with anybody in the band. we all got along really well, these were my best friends. so this came as a huge shock to me. am i wrong for feeling hurt and insulted? all my friends knew about this too and they all kept it from me, they are going to see them tonite.i am just so utterly depressed by this........sorry for the pity party but i think i am allowed one every once and a while.
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greyshadow:
Being in a band is kind of marriage. Making music together can be more intimate than sex. You are the victim of some MAJOR adultery.
holly:
you do realize it has been almost a month since you ahve updated your journal......have you been drinking yourself into a stuppor every night.....is that why you have no been posting...tisk tisk