billyfivecrows

I was thinking of you because my life was in a weird place, and you seemed to fit it, and then I read the post and you were exactly right, dead on.

Everything is connected..

How many days I have wasted
on the then's and the tomorrow's
You really know how to wake people up.
Thanks

thank you. i hope you are doing well.
love.

i am very sure you will overcome all of this... tho "overcome" is not the right word; i'm sure you are not so pugnacious in your family life... doh! i have a big family and the politics are never-ending, so just thinking about this kinda stuff gives me a headache. just...good luck! (especially with the moldy room.)

oh and i forgot to say..i read your last entry in full. incredible stuff. i definately feel that everything is moving faster. so far, i have been failing as i have tried to mantain this momentum and more, faster even. it always ends up feeling negetive and out of control. i must move slower. thanks for the reminder. as for my earlier entry? probably doesn't make sense, huh?

i have not read this yet, but i will. thanks for your little poem. i appreciated it. (just wanted to get back to you....) love.

What a powerful reading. I have always felt sorow for the native americans. Living in OK for a while really opened my eyes to them. For such a wonderful culture it is a terible shame to see how it is treated. I have recently quit the rat race and now have more time to devote to my children and family. The quaility of my life is so much better. I long for the day that I can become so in tune with myself, like my indian ancestors.

Thank you for the bday wishes, youre very sweet.

Man, you've really got those paintings figured out. But, as you say, the real thing can be a big let down compared to the imagination.

I'll definitely be reading that Outsider art thread when I have the time.

I'm away for the weekend - hooray!

I.

Not too shabby yourrself, huh?

i feel, if your getting something out of it personally, then who cares about the format? blogs, logs, so what? i have some genuine connections here. i can still write what i do and post it. i can still tell you how i feel about this thing, for instance. everything changes. it is glossy. it has a certain polished look about it. there is a shitload of pink. all someone else's changes. but here we are...in all our glory. i also respect your thoughts. just my two cents.
disclaimer : i reserve the right to change my mind at any time. i might not feel this way tommorrow.
okay, having said all that...what the fuck is up with the "14 minutes left to edit" feature? that fucking sucks. oh wait...let me try to beat the clock to tell you what i really meant, or to clarify....?????

b-
i hear you. i understand. please feel free to write me, as well. anytime. after my time runs out here (we payed for a year) i'm gone. love to you.

yeah- gastritis totally sucks! i've never had so much pain for such an extended period of time. i took it for awhile- but during night #2 i checked myself into the er because i couldnt anymore...and it was scary! but they gave me some meds to balance out my stomach acids, and all the tests are just to rule out other stuff and find ulcers if i have them. bleh- no surprise- all this runs in the family.

but hey- its fixable!

Hi C.,

I tried. I think I made the post more for myself; it's kind of meditative, like pondering a draw of tarot cards about myself. It's honest, as ever. Something's missing, though; it doesn't quite work the way I wanted it to. I think I just hate having them so vertical; I'd like to see them grouped more side-by-side; but that's not possible around here. Although the journals are broader now - I like that. But I don't like that there's the narrow version on the home page - seems a bit pointless.

Yeah, I'm liking the changes, generally. I hate the faintness of the lettering, the pastel-shades thing. And I hate the top five friends thing - I'm not picking favourites. So the random friend pictures is just distracting; I always liked simplicity on my page, which was one of the reasons I've often not had a top five SGs list.

I can't view sets unless I click on the 'pics' tab between 'girls' and 'videos'; if I go to a girl's page her set icon is not clickable

Time will tell. I'm worried that I don't feel as adaptable as I used to be But then I am a Taurus.

Later.

I.

Does a bit. Like Hayley Mills:



Chopra seems like an unusual guy.

Thanks for the enthusiasm; I'm glad somebody around here respects "oor Laird"

aww, thanks, well im single, so i have no problems, with that compliment, thanks .

You got the sexy thing yourself, but not at the risk of offending your gf, eh?

Yes, I ll probably email what happened during the hypnosis, I have never experienced that intense of a session before, and my hypnotherapist was also a Shaman, so cool!

Trying to write an erotic story, since Im playing the celebacy role, atm.

peace and love

chan

Hi Billy-goat

Glad you had a good day of birth. I didn't do anything for mine; read a book; spent ten quid of my birthday money on compost for my friends garden (which I have yet to be reimbursed for) and took it round to them; sat about; thought some; tried to paint a bit; that's about it. Bleh. Typical Taurus in a way.

Things sound basically very sweet between you and Claire. But don't talk to me about women Seriously.

Painting. *sigh* What can I say? I'm trying. Remember me saying a while back that I was thinking "To hell with doing what I feel I should do! I'm doing what I want!" ? Well I've fallen back into the former state and having trouble getting out of it. Things are a bit grim. For the most part. I'm feeling quite flattened by the giant's foot of life.

How's yer maw?

I.

many thanks for your compliment about my poetry. i appreciate it.