"Sunday morning, praise the dawning
It's just a restless feeling by my side.
Early dawning, sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind"
Sunday Morning. Velvet Underground. This song has been in my head since midnight last night. It's funny I'm writing this now. It's almost three in the afternoon, and I slept until 1.30.
Restlessness. Yeah. Odd week. I've been sorting through...
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It's just a restless feeling by my side.
Early dawning, sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind"
Sunday Morning. Velvet Underground. This song has been in my head since midnight last night. It's funny I'm writing this now. It's almost three in the afternoon, and I slept until 1.30.
Restlessness. Yeah. Odd week. I've been sorting through...
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"Understanding". Something of a doomed conductive.
What then?
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resistance (final poem for A.C.)
Epilogue first, then the rest. Then distress. The dress.
(I could see you be calm. Torture the globe with fingerprints.
All of heavy earth made into blessing of feathers, happy to
Do it. Sorry, then shot of cedar in a steaming cup.
Taste the weight like a deficit carnivore. Crow swaddling...
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What then?
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resistance (final poem for A.C.)
Epilogue first, then the rest. Then distress. The dress.
(I could see you be calm. Torture the globe with fingerprints.
All of heavy earth made into blessing of feathers, happy to
Do it. Sorry, then shot of cedar in a steaming cup.
Taste the weight like a deficit carnivore. Crow swaddling...
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"The minds's divisive/ But the heart knows better..."
-D. Sylvian.
(That's all fine and dandy...but here lately, I keep hearing James Hetfield's agressive, staccato whisper 'damageincorporated!')
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Sometimes it seems that impulse and intuition are closely cousined. Other times it feels like taking potshots in the dark.
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Ow...weird twinge and catch in back muscles inbetween shoulderblades. Can't move too well, hard to take a...
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-D. Sylvian.
(That's all fine and dandy...but here lately, I keep hearing James Hetfield's agressive, staccato whisper 'damageincorporated!')
*
Sometimes it seems that impulse and intuition are closely cousined. Other times it feels like taking potshots in the dark.
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Ow...weird twinge and catch in back muscles inbetween shoulderblades. Can't move too well, hard to take a...
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friedbanana:
Thank you. I love recording improv music. There's something more magical in it, I think.
I srota feel the same way you do. I was stuck at home for quite a bit due to anxiety after an accident. I had no money to go out when I did start going out to fight it. Catch 22...
I srota feel the same way you do. I was stuck at home for quite a bit due to anxiety after an accident. I had no money to go out when I did start going out to fight it. Catch 22...
pygmy:
I have a sister, but she's decidedly not like me 
I'm okay, but yes, it's true; any time i'm nostalgic usually means there's depression on its way. but i diverted its course. i'm definitely not an open book but it's good to air out the pages every once in a while.
This soreness is contagious! i'm really achey today too. I blame it on the food I ate.
I'm okay, but yes, it's true; any time i'm nostalgic usually means there's depression on its way. but i diverted its course. i'm definitely not an open book but it's good to air out the pages every once in a while.
This soreness is contagious! i'm really achey today too. I blame it on the food I ate.
three women
1.
Is Sunday the first day of the week? Is everyday?
Her aggressive calmness was beyond insistent. Pre-insistent, she might say, if she ever would, could. What can be killed? Nothing, if you adhere to stillness; lap folded beneath hands, smooth, thick thighs; a young old woman, an old young woman. Everyday was sunset. All day long. All music was 'OM' protracted, enacted;...
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1.
Is Sunday the first day of the week? Is everyday?
Her aggressive calmness was beyond insistent. Pre-insistent, she might say, if she ever would, could. What can be killed? Nothing, if you adhere to stillness; lap folded beneath hands, smooth, thick thighs; a young old woman, an old young woman. Everyday was sunset. All day long. All music was 'OM' protracted, enacted;...
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I feel like I spoke up in a gentlemanly manner, so I'm good with it either way.
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Little crystal/"new age" shop two blocks away. Some classes, energy and massage workers offering services. Wonder if they could use a Reiki practitioner. It's worth a shot.
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Writing's getting very abstract. I love it when that happens. I don't feel like I'm just dressing up the...
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Little crystal/"new age" shop two blocks away. Some classes, energy and massage workers offering services. Wonder if they could use a Reiki practitioner. It's worth a shot.
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Writing's getting very abstract. I love it when that happens. I don't feel like I'm just dressing up the...
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friedbanana:
Great writing up there. Is that stream of thought or do you plan out your writing and proof it after?
I used to dabble with paint and poetry. Now I just stick to music.
I used to dabble with paint and poetry. Now I just stick to music.
mistressvamp:
WOW that was fantastic. 
Glad to hear the heads a it better.
Glad to hear the heads a it better.
It's entries like that last one where accusations of eccentricity are born.
Oh, well.
I attempt no apologies. I smacked my head, and I think in poetry. 'nuff said.
Lovely new (temporary) wounded-me profile pic.
Heh..."Bury My Heart at Wounded Me". Or find it.
Pain abated mostly. Not the worst wound in human history, but it's the one I currently, intimately know, so...ouch!
Anyway.
This...
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Oh, well.
I attempt no apologies. I smacked my head, and I think in poetry. 'nuff said.
Lovely new (temporary) wounded-me profile pic.
Heh..."Bury My Heart at Wounded Me". Or find it.
Pain abated mostly. Not the worst wound in human history, but it's the one I currently, intimately know, so...ouch!
Anyway.
This...
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llona:
yep, it was me that let you in. i'll vouch for you, even if we haven't met.
xo
xo
llona:
good guess! blue&black cohosh, and dong quai.
4am
Reactionist scapegoat.
Flat obviation. Obelisk
Minus density. Pandemic
Milk-frame. Sequential
Breast. Holiday beast.
Courteous bread. Air surfer.
Conscious amnesia. Dead
Crew. Live wisdom. Living
Sound. Hanging ear. Drowning
Sun. Blue trees. Quaking
Daybreak. Herd of fame.
Famous racing, flawed like
Venus. Thread stiffened.
Stasis awakened. Trembling
Forgetting. Loudly discreet.
Sweet splinter. Morning daisies.
Bookmark empty. Ashes
Under glass. Old hours
Pass...
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8am
Up...
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Reactionist scapegoat.
Flat obviation. Obelisk
Minus density. Pandemic
Milk-frame. Sequential
Breast. Holiday beast.
Courteous bread. Air surfer.
Conscious amnesia. Dead
Crew. Live wisdom. Living
Sound. Hanging ear. Drowning
Sun. Blue trees. Quaking
Daybreak. Herd of fame.
Famous racing, flawed like
Venus. Thread stiffened.
Stasis awakened. Trembling
Forgetting. Loudly discreet.
Sweet splinter. Morning daisies.
Bookmark empty. Ashes
Under glass. Old hours
Pass...
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8am
Up...
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mistressvamp:
Hrm.. No I guess it wasn't so much weird as just very unexpected. Although I am a bit more sensitive to things like that than most people. *SHRUG* And If I ever get a chance I would enjoy to talk a little more about it with you. Hows your head today? Alittle better I hope. Well until next time.
People like Picasso's Blue.
Too many skies to simply say
Unique. The bull has been fought,
Then we dine. Pass a plate
Of leather. Down to grass
With suade-like speed, soft
And rough; slowly-colored
Bone and cheek. Are you
Embarrassed? I'm not shy. I
Sing too much, enact a parade
Of violin onto rib. I'm looking
For one that was stolen
From Man the Father...
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Too many skies to simply say
Unique. The bull has been fought,
Then we dine. Pass a plate
Of leather. Down to grass
With suade-like speed, soft
And rough; slowly-colored
Bone and cheek. Are you
Embarrassed? I'm not shy. I
Sing too much, enact a parade
Of violin onto rib. I'm looking
For one that was stolen
From Man the Father...
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inannamute:
You never actually return to square one.. though.. it's an illusion.. You go around in circles, but you've gained something meanwhile.. Ya know, you can never cross the same river twice and all that.
And haha, thanks for holding my purse
And haha, thanks for holding my purse
friedbanana:
Indeed we do see each other. Thanks for dropping by. You have great tastes in the art forms SG provides us with a space to list for.
Where have you been published? I'm not a writer myself (I'm a musician) but a friend of mine is recently published as a poet (small periodicals) and another just wrote and had published his first novel. Far too daunting for me!
Where have you been published? I'm not a writer myself (I'm a musician) but a friend of mine is recently published as a poet (small periodicals) and another just wrote and had published his first novel. Far too daunting for me!
I just knocked the fuck out of my head.
I was going to sit down on the motherfucking toilet, which is squeezed in really close to the bathtub. There's a towel rack in the shower on the back wall that sticks out a bit and *smack!* ow!GODDAMNSONOFAFUCK!!!! Automatic reiki hands to my face and I sat there for 10 minutes with two palms burning into...
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I was going to sit down on the motherfucking toilet, which is squeezed in really close to the bathtub. There's a towel rack in the shower on the back wall that sticks out a bit and *smack!* ow!GODDAMNSONOFAFUCK!!!! Automatic reiki hands to my face and I sat there for 10 minutes with two palms burning into...
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mistressvamp:
Ok speaking of weird things happning so I was at work last night (I work overnights in a gas station) it was like 4:00am I stand up and out of no where I get this strange feeling and goosebumps and then I have this overwhelming feeling of a hand or presence of some sort cradling the left side of my face. And this feeling of comfort. Now I may be crazy but it just really struck me as something. *SHRUG* Sorry for rambling just thought I would share.
P.S I hope your head feels better.
P.S I hope your head feels better.
Taurean decision; what contradiction?
China shop. Rice, and things electric.
Fat now, and plugged in. I'm white.
Something of a grain in the eye, a yoke
Of kohl could reel me in, not proper.
One twin strings a bow. One twin shows
Little ink sketches, fetches water
For a lady. You're thirsty. She, I mean.
Dizzy to think that rare pieces never break
Unless they're...
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China shop. Rice, and things electric.
Fat now, and plugged in. I'm white.
Something of a grain in the eye, a yoke
Of kohl could reel me in, not proper.
One twin strings a bow. One twin shows
Little ink sketches, fetches water
For a lady. You're thirsty. She, I mean.
Dizzy to think that rare pieces never break
Unless they're...
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pygmy:
If you were closer, I'd have a bunch of acrylic and oil paints i could give you. i have no use for them. I still have the same ones from my grandma, I never even finished her paintings for her. I could just hand it down forever, except I don't have anyone to hand it down to.
I've wanted to send the gravestone i carved to anyone i knew who needed it, they'd put a notch in it, send it to someone else they know who only knows loss. perspective, right?
the air is the same everywhere. glorious.
I've wanted to send the gravestone i carved to anyone i knew who needed it, they'd put a notch in it, send it to someone else they know who only knows loss. perspective, right?
the air is the same everywhere. glorious.
neuroticanne:
...and breathing is very important.
I've been taking some pretty shallow breaths here lately.
I think it's time to find some fresh air.
I've been taking some pretty shallow breaths here lately.
I think it's time to find some fresh air.
Everyone will think you're talking about them. Is that the plan? Who you talking about?
Happy to hear you're feeling good about where you're at.
I was for a while, but now am doing much worse. I have severe food sensitivities, I ate something accidentally that set them off. ticker acting up (arrhythmia), asthma, stomach cramps, mood swings. I'll be fine tomorrow.