billybillybilly

chill of winter with summer away

(...on a different equator
it hides for a spell...)

makes paths cold and empty and
people the same...

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but it's not winter. it is summer. so why is it i feel this way now?

Bright shiny happy things. Big sparkly eyes that look at them.

Puppy love breeds bunny love.

People talk.

Everything grows in a global minute. Step down step down step down.

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Get-togethers.

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More.

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I'm a bad son.

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I'm a beautiful swan.

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I can't eat anymore chicken today. No I do not think I can. I think I can't I think I...
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I can't fucking believe it. This world is fucked. There is no retribution here. Anything you can say or do is beyond it. How's that handbasket treating you?

Money is a fix.

RELATIONSHIPS are a fix. And so is your fake marriage.

My only hope is that you destroy yourself before you bring anyone else down with you.

If you are reading this, I only...
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4:09pm, start:

4:11, start:

Maybe 45 minutes ago I got a line stuck in my brain. It was pointy like a nail and kinda circle shaped/kinda spiral shaped, and the more it stuck the less it meant, got blurry...

Now it makes no sense, none at all.

4:29:

Sometimes I just really wanna talk, but I don't know to who or about what.

4:41:

Wonder...
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I.

Am.

Fucked.

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Capital I, capital A, capital F.



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I miss delivering papers. Those folks needed a service I delivered. All I get now is to sit here emo, thinking of ways to congure up new acquaintaces. I walked out of a party full of new folks to come back and search for the old ones. I left my favorite underpass, hanging up...
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I'm having Sunny's baby. I'm so giddy! I think it might be twins!

Hey everybody! Look! I'm a goat!

It kinda winks if you stare too long.

... days ago

Ditch my insides to run for smokes.

Back under my bridge for a second time after and that Somali kid on his bike is fucking staring at me. Smiles when I look up I look back down to finish the line and hold his awareness until finally he peddles off. Gone from directly beneath me now, there's a herd of them on...
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