Sunday Apr 10, 2005

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You'd think that I'd have a lot to say right now. But I don't. I'm kinda speechless, but there'll be pictures, I'm sure.

:shudders:

blush
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otoki:
I have aim now (not too happy about it). What's your name on it?
roby:
fitty ain't old if you a tree. bitch!

Friday Apr 08, 2005

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a conversation i have with myself everyday around noon:

"see this sugar, they don't get it.

"blowing through pages and pages like nothing. can't stop writing and neither can you, can you? 'i hate the one thing i need, i just don't trust you now baby...'

"but it's been too long now hasn't it? they don't talk and it's like the walls cave to it....
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barbiq:
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NICE WEEKWND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wink kiss
pixie_punch:
i sincerly hope you enjoyed your chocolate malt.

i am now going to watch Sideways.

si, mucho.

Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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Three o'clock. Minneapolis.

My rooms are lighting up because this glowing flashing sky is promising me a thunderstorm. I hope and pray that these drops will process the last three months or so into something more pliable that my inner mechanics can mold properly.

Into what was.

Turning it over. Dismantling my theories, because "Fuck. Them."

Divide and conquer is the idea I guess, but...
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rylie:
dude, I had a dream last night that you got a pet tarantula. Everyone was at your place, which being a dream wasn't ACTUALLY your place, and I freaked out cuz you put the tarantula on me. then sarah called me a big pussy. Then your room-mate came home(who was just some random chick) and she wanted to kill the tarantula.

so yeah...

you also had a pet cheetah and a panther, but you could turn those off with a remote when you wanted.
nebel:
(in response to tc thread) wink
I've been pushing to make all these things possible.....it's hard stuff.....and I'm all sickly.....pity me! damn it!

but naw, just work and school......whoooopie! biggrin

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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lots of friends step around making clomping noises.

and lots of them wear boots. big black leather thick soled boots. clompclompclomp...

and some of them make noises but i don't hear those noises.

i only hear the bushes rattle and...

little birds chirping.

or little bugs chewing leaves. dead leaves.

poor kids. nothing doing.

poor kid. closed up tight inside her head.

poor ones getting...
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sunnysunny:
it was really really nice listening to all those songs with you last night. i heart you.
*shiivahs*
distant:
common speak to common place minds fold to frame to sleep again. we find these words whored within, dying to be freed, to freely commit murderous acts. but they'll keep their peace, they'll tame my thoughts, if it weren't for these cutting promiscuous words, i'd be long.............. dead.

take care of yourself.

Thursday Mar 31, 2005

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contrast:


i know i'd seen this pic before... but i wasn't struck by it until i saw it in one of toneskis pics. i guess kind of like when you don't appreciate a song the first time, then one day it just hits you.

anyway, i think i'm in love with alaska now. or you, or both. or your camera. something!
z:
Yeah, I got cut at 8:20. I checked at the movie theater on the off chance people were meeting up at 8 and the movie didn't start until later, but then I saw that the movie actually started at 8. Oh well, maybe next time.

Sunday Mar 27, 2005

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Six days since.

And a ton of photos.****

And arguements.

And a sleep-over.*

And regret, but not.*

And bad times.

And good times.

And birthdays.**

And bars.

And car chases (not really).

And interest.

And I've got something to talk about. Something beautiful.***



***She walked up, early forties, with her son on the cart. Looked down to fill out an order form.

When I look...
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scoots:
not awhile ago, just last week. im sure you could feel it in the air..........or in your pants
yuriel:
yer quite welcome cubemeister smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Monday Mar 21, 2005

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as in journals of yore, i present to you, Therapy?

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woke up afraid of myself. spirits dancing in the shadows while my knowns sit beside me humming, our fingers circle the eye. blades on the walls of the room i keep waking up in and contortions build at each contrast.

wake up. turn on all the lights.
change the music.

my dreams are built...
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parks:
As said by Euro (Emir) after you left, "He's Hot!'
pekoe:
Dark, my friend. But, easy on the ears! I dig ya's billy, you kick monster-booty and we must hang soon and take more sauced out pics! wink

Saturday Mar 19, 2005

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single white male seeks active heartbreak and occasional headgames.

serious inquiries only.
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roby:
add aries to your favs. she's leaving soon.
frankeng:
what you say have fun

Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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hehe...

weird interactions i had today.

woke up just fuckin'... i don't know. i wasn't hung over, i wasn't feeling bad per se, just... i had a lot to drink the night before.

i drank a pint of jag to myself, but let's keep in mind guys... i weigh 135lbs wearing sopping wet hockey goalie equipment. and then i had some jack. and then i...
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barbiq:



HAVE A PSICO AND HOT WEEKEND.... DONT FORGET TO SMOKE POT AND d RINK LOTS OF ALCOHOL... skull wink
pixie_punch:
what day do you ever not have weird interactions? and when is marijuana ever legal? eh?

Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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Wrote out this list the other night. The first ten are a combination of things I'm worried about or need to get over. Things I am or will have to deal with at some point. The second set of ten are things I'm grateful for or that help me deal with other things. I'm a little wary of posting all of this because I have...
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sunnysunny:
awww! oh.my.god.
i am in your journal. wheeeeeeeee.
i love you. anyway. did you drive by "sunny's" today?

xoxo
sunny

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roby:
aww sweetie. heh...i like how i'm still "roby". thanks for keeping my TRUE identity a secret. SHH!

i'm going to hang up your painting.
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