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Emotional rollercoaster. That's enough to sum up the last two days, which for me have melded together into just one. I'm about to go to sleep. Earlier I took a nap I never thought I'd take again. I laid down and it was a comfort. I was sleeping next to someone I thought I would never see, never talk to, and possibly have no contact with for the rest of my life. I honestly thought that.

Today a little bit of my hope was restored.

Today I'm stayin' alive.

Today my nights are too long.

Today, an old but new friend, called me beautiful, gorgeous, hot, and complimented my Morrison-esque physic.

Today a different girl remarked to me about "the best drugs" after asking for a cigarette and told me she'd be around to "party".

Today a short torrential rain soaked me completely and just now I've taken off my wet socks and shoes.

Today I found a twenty dollar bill between the booth and the wall.

Today I've gone from sober to drunk to sober twice with drinks in between.

Today I'm happy, today I'm completely confused.

But most of all, today I've had the flat-out best conversation I've had in at least the last five months. Today my love's come home. At last...

Tonight I'm going to sleep. Rest is something I deserve. Cigarettes have never tasted better.