Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

billybillybilly

Vietnam

Member Since 2004

Followers 151 Following 188

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Jan 23, 2005

Jan 23, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
poetry (?) -

sometimes it sounds like crowing.

a vocal distinction, and very subtle, that was (at one time) someone on the verge of wishing themselves out of existance, but it's different now.

not like before, where that wistfullness was caught on the corners of vowel sounds, sometimes even as much as nonchalance. a soft voice, strained and low.

i caught that moment, i snagged my head on it.

now it sounds worried for it's own life, and how far have we come?

"i told you so," hurts as much to say as it must to hear. let me in because i've given as much, but make me want to leave and i'll take it how i can, where i can and with whoever takes it with me.

every act i take to run away is misdirected. every step i take towards you finds me farther away from who i am and sometimes happier, sometimes out of breath.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
runk:
B3, you've seemed awfully unhappy lately. UOK?
Jan 24, 2005
st_eve_bc:
when are we making your movie
Jan 25, 2005

More Blogs

  • 03.12.09
    6

    Friday Mar 13, 2009

    Drink drink drink Drunk drunk Drnunke Usually, but not always. …
  • 03.28.08
    11

    Friday Mar 28, 2008

    I could be getting wasted but I think I'd feel it more that way... …
  • 03.04.08
    3

    Tuesday Mar 04, 2008

    Oh, cat! The places you go The corners you slip into so dark I c…
  • 02.12.08
    2

    Tuesday Feb 12, 2008

    There's a big smile just beneath my face. And there's a buzz under m…
  • 01.12.08
    1

    Sunday Jan 13, 2008

    Montana, you better treat me nice these next couple days.
  • 12.21.07
    3

    Friday Dec 21, 2007

    In a buttered baking pan place 3/4 inch thick slices of potatoes each…
  • 12.01.07
    2

    Saturday Dec 01, 2007

    Ah, the snow. Wish I could've been out to enjoy it during the daylig…
  • 11.05.07
    4

    Monday Nov 05, 2007

    It's Benni's birthday today. I'm kind of at a loss for words. So,…
  • 10.10.07
    9

    Wednesday Oct 10, 2007

    Fuck me... My application for unemployment has been denied. The law…
  • 09.30.07
    2

    Monday Oct 01, 2007

    *Chirp chirp* My feet are attached to my legs with wobbly ankle mu…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
18
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 0 followers
  • 14,962,722 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,498,201 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo