billybillybilly

Recycled journal.

...and now for more radiohead lyrics (I Might Be Wrong Amnesiac):

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I could be wrong
I might be wrong
I could have sworn
I saw a light coming home

I used to feel...
I used to think...
There is NO FUTURE left at all
(I used to think)

Start again, begin again
LET'S GO DOWN THE WATERFALL
Think about the good times (and)
Never look back
Never look back

What would I do?
What would I do?
If I did not have you?


Open up, and let me in.


Let's go down the waterfall
Have ourselves a good time
It's nothing at all
NOTHING at all
Nothing AT ALL


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...because now and again you would have SWORN you were bigger than this.




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Getting visions while attempting sleep, as if I'm watching the intimate acts of other young lovers. It happens and the air gets VERY heavy, and breathing is just a little more difficult. Psychology writes lines like comedy on my face. THIS IS NOT healthy, this behaviour I am intruding. I feel so guilty sometimes and the warnings were in place. You are a stranger to me, I did not ask for this, I only invented it.

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A poem from years ago, published all nice and tidy:

a trail of broken hearts
leads to the front step
of her enormous ego
through the moss and webs
out the back door
to a back yard
(she keeps a garden there)
where daisies bloom on graves
of lost lovers.

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Maybe you've skipped here or maybe you've read. In either case, answer me the following questions, if you would be so gracious...

1) what was the last thing you did before going to sleep (non-domestic, i.e. brush teeth, change/remove clothing etc.)?
2) what SHOULD you have done instead?