billybillybilly

As "Singles' Awareness" day approaches, citizens of the U.S. and various other territories and occupations take part in a social Rorschach test. It's as simple as looking at the clouds, really, and giving your own interpretation. Difference being, that most everyone is looking at the same cloud formation, the same blot of ink on the same piece of paper and all coming up with passionate opinions each its own.

And this time I don't much have much of one. That most likely speaks to how passive my time on earth has been lately. Maybe when the clocks switch over I'll have a different opinion. A lot can change in less than 20 hours, my mind especially.

Last year's day started so well, and ended like broken glass in my temples. It still feels slightly more cosmic in it's origins how my mood changed so completely that night. In all reality, I'd love to blame it on just myself, but there's more to it than that.

At least, I know this one thing: I'm in a better state of mind this year than last year. I would hardly blame that on self-improvement, but I guess there's some of that as well.

Bang bang bang.

i'm writing things down
things i'd rather not forget
tomorrow i'll only recall that i remembered, so i need to do this right
the memories get etched onto inaccessible cells in my mind and they are there, but not close enough to hold

i miss you

hang tight though, we'll both be waiting, right?

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I want to know how often the Dating Profile feature is changed around this time of year. I haven't even thought about the feature in quite a while, but there's that little yellow tab in the bottom left corner and it's talking to me I think.