I'm really not much of an SG person as I had been. In certain ways I miss that, and in others I most certainly do not.
I got to see my family over Thanksgiving. It was nice. It was also my first instance of being drunk in my hometown.
All of my willpower, out the window to those folks. But then, they don't really know who I am anymore, not that they ever did. They didn't know me, but I used to know them. And this was most certainly the first time, looking around the bar, recognising everything, that I realised it was me, who knew no one. Not a single given person.
I looked around, drink in hand, and thought, "If I ever end up here, stuck, and this is my outlet, I will fucking kill myself."
Devil may care, but probably doesn't, I've got to get away farther, I've got to get away soon... December 3rd, here I come.
I got to see my family over Thanksgiving. It was nice. It was also my first instance of being drunk in my hometown.
All of my willpower, out the window to those folks. But then, they don't really know who I am anymore, not that they ever did. They didn't know me, but I used to know them. And this was most certainly the first time, looking around the bar, recognising everything, that I realised it was me, who knew no one. Not a single given person.
I looked around, drink in hand, and thought, "If I ever end up here, stuck, and this is my outlet, I will fucking kill myself."
Devil may care, but probably doesn't, I've got to get away farther, I've got to get away soon... December 3rd, here I come.
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When the tumultuous days of the holiday spending orgy craze start to disipate and fade away and the chaos feels more comfortable, I'd love to hang out with you and some friends if that's cool with y'all...
*hug*
-Leah