There's something about me that is stupid and childish, there is at least one thing. This morning I woke up. (No, that's not the part.) I was sort of rolling around and I felt really warm and absolutely did NOT want to leave my bed. Didn't want to, sure, but I needed to. Work per usual, but my mood should have lasted.
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cassiopeia:
You don't remember that?!? It was the good ol' times. Damn, you must have been WASTED! 
cassiopeia:
Yeah! I knew it would come to you! I just made it with my lab when you came up behind me, chloroformed me, tied me up, and took the meth. When I came to, I untied myself (because, let's face it, you're bad at it) and then threw you.
Recycled journal.
...and now for more radiohead lyrics (I Might Be Wrong Amnesiac):
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I could be wrong
I might be wrong
I could have sworn
I saw a light coming home
I used to feel...
I used to think...
There is NO FUTURE left at all
(I used to think)
Start again, begin again
LET'S GO DOWN THE WATERFALL...
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...and now for more radiohead lyrics (I Might Be Wrong Amnesiac):
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I could be wrong
I might be wrong
I could have sworn
I saw a light coming home
I used to feel...
I used to think...
There is NO FUTURE left at all
(I used to think)
Start again, begin again
LET'S GO DOWN THE WATERFALL...
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blodkin:
Damn, that was quick...kudos on being a vastly superior group owner than that other guy. And thanks.
Good to be back.
Good to be back.
bankerboy:
1) built a nest of pillows...
2) worked on one of the books I am reading...
Have a great week!
bb
2) worked on one of the books I am reading...
Have a great week!
bb
I'm going to talk about one thing, but I'm going to talk about it a lot. That's a heads up, and it's the best you're going to get here.
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I've always focused my writing on people and personal experiences. It's difficult for me to go beyond that, into a more objective form of art in writing. The actual study of...
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I've always focused my writing on people and personal experiences. It's difficult for me to go beyond that, into a more objective form of art in writing. The actual study of...
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e_loveless:
i'll keep that in mind :p
drstinkypants:
1 knight in shining armor coming up
same as the last (next)
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pixie_punch:
that last one was pretty.
cipher:
'Tis the season for sadness. At least you're not being unreasonable about it.
Those pics make me wish I had an album coming out, so I could coerce you into letting me use them in the sleeve. Damn my talentless self!
Those pics make me wish I had an album coming out, so I could coerce you into letting me use them in the sleeve. Damn my talentless self!
First off, two things. Completely related.
The things you own end up owning you.
Im in. (spelled and spoken, just like that)
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Broke and busted up a bit but none the worse for wear, I present to you, myself. We're not out of troubled waters yet there kiddo and kiddoettes but we'll see what happens 'round the turn of the...
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The things you own end up owning you.
Im in. (spelled and spoken, just like that)
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Broke and busted up a bit but none the worse for wear, I present to you, myself. We're not out of troubled waters yet there kiddo and kiddoettes but we'll see what happens 'round the turn of the...
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pixxy:
heh. WHAT!!?
pixxy:
thanks you goof 
Scatterbrain (aka Dead as Leaves) {Radiohead}
I'm walking out, in a force ten gale.
Birds thrown around, bullets for hail.
The roof is pulling off, by it's fingernails.
Your voice is rapping on my windowsill.
YESTERDAY's headlines...
blown by the
wind.
yesterday's PEOPLE (end
up...)
SCATTERbrain. any fool can
pick a hole I only wish I could
fall in
a moving target (in a)
firing...
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I'm walking out, in a force ten gale.
Birds thrown around, bullets for hail.
The roof is pulling off, by it's fingernails.
Your voice is rapping on my windowsill.
YESTERDAY's headlines...
blown by the
wind.
yesterday's PEOPLE (end
up...)
SCATTERbrain. any fool can
pick a hole I only wish I could
fall in
a moving target (in a)
firing...
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OK. So here's me. I'm not fine. I haven't really replied to anyone from the last journal, or the last one, or the last one. I am very wrapped up in my own situation right now. I see this as a problem, because I'm not giving as good as I'm getting. I am sorry about that. This journal is a black hole.
My head is...
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My head is...
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xaqary:
Should be all set buddy. Found a place and a new amp to put in it, everything will be alright after all. Its been a walk on the edge of a nervous breakdown for the last two weeks and things are just today starting to settle. You should give me a call but I have a new number- 503-419-7231
"change ownership of SGTwinCites to member billybillybilly requested. I have moved back home to Portland, Ore and will only be visiting the Twin Cities. Thank You!"
"change ownership of SGTwinCites to member billybillybilly requested. I have moved back home to Portland, Ore and will only be visiting the Twin Cities. Thank You!"
The best relationships I've ever not had
...what an accurate title. Sitting here realising that I've been adding to the following list lately. Pretty much sick of it. Thinking that perhaps I just need to be a bit suicidal about my inability to discuss what's really going on with me in relationships, well, actually friendships. Take the plunge billy. Down the avenue, not across the...
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...what an accurate title. Sitting here realising that I've been adding to the following list lately. Pretty much sick of it. Thinking that perhaps I just need to be a bit suicidal about my inability to discuss what's really going on with me in relationships, well, actually friendships. Take the plunge billy. Down the avenue, not across the...
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contrast:
that's my emoti-rendering of sarcasm, by the way. heh.
that's just a random chicken.
that's just a random chicken.
jakesattic:
I have been in some long relationships.
Two to be exact. Second one was about 2 1/2 years. She was not the one, we tricked ourselves. First one I was a senior in HS, I remember we were total opposites, I smoked herb and consumed numerous other mind altering agents, she was good to her parents, religious, and academic. I remember she bought me a stuffed penguine once because iI told her I really like penguines because they look funny when they waddle. It's weird sometimes opposites attract because you are so curious about a world you have never been apart of, and when love brings that together, and you feel good about it and keep an open mind well, I dunno I thought she was really cool and we were in love and I fucked it up. I know she was the one in my lifetime out of all the others that might have been, I still got that damn penguine in a box somewhere, shit that was ten years ago, is that weird?
Two to be exact. Second one was about 2 1/2 years. She was not the one, we tricked ourselves. First one I was a senior in HS, I remember we were total opposites, I smoked herb and consumed numerous other mind altering agents, she was good to her parents, religious, and academic. I remember she bought me a stuffed penguine once because iI told her I really like penguines because they look funny when they waddle. It's weird sometimes opposites attract because you are so curious about a world you have never been apart of, and when love brings that together, and you feel good about it and keep an open mind well, I dunno I thought she was really cool and we were in love and I fucked it up. I know she was the one in my lifetime out of all the others that might have been, I still got that damn penguine in a box somewhere, shit that was ten years ago, is that weird?
VACATION
Had a nice time. Masturbated on the shore at night with hard paranoia of who was behind me interupting the natural flow of the occasion, but put back on course by the sounds of the waves crashing against the rocks, a near full moon illuminating the waves blue. Distant lights wandering toward me, clouds masking the stars. Making sure not to get anything on...
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Had a nice time. Masturbated on the shore at night with hard paranoia of who was behind me interupting the natural flow of the occasion, but put back on course by the sounds of the waves crashing against the rocks, a near full moon illuminating the waves blue. Distant lights wandering toward me, clouds masking the stars. Making sure not to get anything on...
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samanthakayne:
aww, you're too kind about the journal. but i have been just obnoxiously fucking happy lately and felt a need to share. so there! :p
miss you, i do, my billybillybilly...
miss you, i do, my billybillybilly...
acidevangelist:
I'm usually not that obnoxious. No, really.
I haven't been around lately, and I'm going to be gone from now until the end of the week, I am a neglectful fucker lately.
However, seeing my family this week is going to be very good for me. I am very much looking forward to it. I hope all is well, or at least getting well, for all of you.
My date, by the...
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However, seeing my family this week is going to be very good for me. I am very much looking forward to it. I hope all is well, or at least getting well, for all of you.
My date, by the...
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dyspnea:
i miss you...
thejuanupsman:
I think i have from time to time given someone peace of mind, but it never lasts and sometimes latet what I said, that sounded sincerte and comforting at the time is thrown back at me and made to sound trite and condescending. If I were not such a masochist I would probably stop trying.
I went on a date tonight. 
I'm gonna sleep tonight and that rocks.
New design for Ai starting tomorrow.
I'm gonna sleep tonight and that rocks.
New design for Ai starting tomorrow.
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mortimer:
Whee!
Sleeping does rock... hard
Sleeping does rock... hard
ironbhr:
so is this someone we know or does she go to a different school? 