as in journals of yore, i present to you, Therapy?
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woke up afraid of myself. spirits dancing in the shadows while my knowns sit beside me humming, our fingers circle the eye. blades on the walls of the room i keep waking up in and contortions build at each contrast.
wake up. turn on all the lights.
change the music.
my dreams are built...
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woke up afraid of myself. spirits dancing in the shadows while my knowns sit beside me humming, our fingers circle the eye. blades on the walls of the room i keep waking up in and contortions build at each contrast.
wake up. turn on all the lights.
change the music.
my dreams are built...
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parks:
As said by Euro (Emir) after you left, "He's Hot!'
pekoe:
Dark, my friend. But, easy on the ears! I dig ya's billy, you kick monster-booty and we must hang soon and take more sauced out pics! 
single white male seeks active heartbreak and occasional headgames.
serious inquiries only.
serious inquiries only.
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roby:
add aries to your favs. she's leaving soon.
frankeng:
what you say have fun
hehe...
weird interactions i had today.
woke up just fuckin'... i don't know. i wasn't hung over, i wasn't feeling bad per se, just... i had a lot to drink the night before.
i drank a pint of jag to myself, but let's keep in mind guys... i weigh 135lbs wearing sopping wet hockey goalie equipment. and then i had some jack. and then i...
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weird interactions i had today.
woke up just fuckin'... i don't know. i wasn't hung over, i wasn't feeling bad per se, just... i had a lot to drink the night before.
i drank a pint of jag to myself, but let's keep in mind guys... i weigh 135lbs wearing sopping wet hockey goalie equipment. and then i had some jack. and then i...
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barbiq:
HAVE A PSICO AND HOT WEEKEND.... DONT FORGET TO SMOKE POT AND d RINK LOTS OF ALCOHOL...
HAVE A PSICO AND HOT WEEKEND.... DONT FORGET TO SMOKE POT AND d RINK LOTS OF ALCOHOL...
pixie_punch:
what day do you ever not have weird interactions? and when is marijuana ever legal? eh?
Wrote out this list the other night. The first ten are a combination of things I'm worried about or need to get over. Things I am or will have to deal with at some point. The second set of ten are things I'm grateful for or that help me deal with other things. I'm a little wary of posting all of this because I have...
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sunnysunny:
awww! oh.my.god.
i am in your journal. wheeeeeeeee.
i love you. anyway. did you drive by "sunny's" today?
xoxo
sunny
[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 3:26PM]
i am in your journal. wheeeeeeeee.
i love you. anyway. did you drive by "sunny's" today?
xoxo
sunny
[Edited on Mar 15, 2005 3:26PM]
roby:
aww sweetie. heh...i like how i'm still "roby". thanks for keeping my TRUE identity a secret. SHH!
i'm going to hang up your painting.
i'm going to hang up your painting.
"dad...?" i asked.
"what, son?"
"i want you to tell me some things."
"like what?" it comes out in a strange northerrn minnesota/southern floridian accent. not strange to me, but if you think about it then yeah, it's strange.
"well, i don't really know much about you..." i say.
"yeah. you don't." and he laughs an odd belly laugh. muted though. a lot like me...
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"what, son?"
"i want you to tell me some things."
"like what?" it comes out in a strange northerrn minnesota/southern floridian accent. not strange to me, but if you think about it then yeah, it's strange.
"well, i don't really know much about you..." i say.
"yeah. you don't." and he laughs an odd belly laugh. muted though. a lot like me...
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yuriel:
heh im glad you had fun at emily's 
whee whos the cute blonde in the background pie?
haha
*shrug*
I am certifiably fucking bonkers. Oh well
I wonder what to say to the above stuff.
le sigh. Wish I knew.
At least you got to enjoy interpol
whee whos the cute blonde in the background pie?
haha
*shrug*
I am certifiably fucking bonkers. Oh well
I wonder what to say to the above stuff.
le sigh. Wish I knew.
At least you got to enjoy interpol
barbiq:
tenderness.... 
most of my short visits to the site lately have been on my roomie sara's laptop. working through the joy of a dial up connection.
beauty.
interpol is coming. this is a breath of fresh air. haven't been to a bigger show in AGES. this is just necessary.
yes.
things i've been doing a lot of lately:
playing tetris.
drinking jagermeister.
walking.
not driving. and...
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beauty.
interpol is coming. this is a breath of fresh air. haven't been to a bigger show in AGES. this is just necessary.
yes.
things i've been doing a lot of lately:
playing tetris.
drinking jagermeister.
walking.
not driving. and...
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bankerboy:
"You're just another person in the world.
You're just another fool with radical views.
You're just another who has maddening views.
You want to turn it on its head by staying in bed!"
I said : "I know I do"
You're just another fool with radical views.
You're just another who has maddening views.
You want to turn it on its head by staying in bed!"
I said : "I know I do"
parks:
I totally, would have fucked them!!
just a second.
ah.... if i could only type out the update i wrote on a scrap of paper in downtime at work... the world won't allow me this moment.
don't care about much but myself right now. watched everyone leave. everyone i hadn't anchored to me with stainless steel chains that is.
who are you?
for serious guys, i've not been there for all of you, but...
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don't care about much but myself right now. watched everyone leave. everyone i hadn't anchored to me with stainless steel chains that is.
who are you?
for serious guys, i've not been there for all of you, but...
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tinyelvis:
Hey Dood!
Whats going on? Hows the new place? ?
I've dropped your name as a photographer (I might take some also?) to Z. I have a lot of cool ideas with the theatre Stage I work at and the theatre lighting I have access to. So, just giving you a heads up.
More later
Mark
Whats going on? Hows the new place? ?
I've dropped your name as a photographer (I might take some also?) to Z. I have a lot of cool ideas with the theatre Stage I work at and the theatre lighting I have access to. So, just giving you a heads up.
More later
Mark
charlatan:
Being trampled on leaves marks. Recesses. It's hard to move again when you feel broken. Inside and out. You will come back together. You may never be the same, but, noone stays the some forever. No one.
Not much time left. The moving out process is underway RIGHT NOW. Internet will be disconnected pretty much as of this journal, not sure how long it will be before I get back. A week I'm thinking.
My hope is that in the interum you'll all have wonderful days, and I'll be checking on you when I get back.
I don't want to leave you...
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My hope is that in the interum you'll all have wonderful days, and I'll be checking on you when I get back.
I don't want to leave you...
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toneski:
hmmph..my brain just exploded.
st_eve_bc:
hey, you dont know what the fuck your talking about
ah, yeah
man
thats right
i needed to tell someone that, or i felt i did, kind of like when i feel like having a hamburger after looking at nothing but hamburgers and shakes, then i want a shake, then i want both
then i look at my eggo blueberry waffles i snagged from my moms house melting in my refridgerator and think,
well , ranch dressing and pizza sauce is pretty good with saltines
see what i mean, life is about decisions, oh i almost said delicious
hahaha
alright, talks later
bbb, you know have a wonderful grasp of dialogue, i look forward to a mix cd in the next future
ah, yeah
man
thats right
i needed to tell someone that, or i felt i did, kind of like when i feel like having a hamburger after looking at nothing but hamburgers and shakes, then i want a shake, then i want both
then i look at my eggo blueberry waffles i snagged from my moms house melting in my refridgerator and think,
well , ranch dressing and pizza sauce is pretty good with saltines
see what i mean, life is about decisions, oh i almost said delicious
hahaha
alright, talks later
bbb, you know have a wonderful grasp of dialogue, i look forward to a mix cd in the next future
Cords.
Today for necessary reasons, there are cords to trip on and cords to tangle other cords in laying in a mass of dust beneath a removable platform embedded in the shelf below the fax machine. This area is never cleaned, but today I cleaned it. I owed it that much.
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Four, maybe five months ago:
I go to my car after a longish...
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Today for necessary reasons, there are cords to trip on and cords to tangle other cords in laying in a mass of dust beneath a removable platform embedded in the shelf below the fax machine. This area is never cleaned, but today I cleaned it. I owed it that much.
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Four, maybe five months ago:
I go to my car after a longish...
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benni:
didnt have time to read it-- have to go, late late late... always late. haunted places to change and reflect...
clean like i havent been in months...
...and im sorry too.
clean like i havent been in months...
...and im sorry too.
charitee:
now sweet man, the sweetest i've met in ages.. explain to me, try.. why aren't you paid for your words?
"My giant goes with me wherever I go."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
...whether that's the bathroom floor of Liquor Lyle's or the Uptown Bar. Whether that's the library or work or the eyes of a new flirt. Wether it's a film or a town or a book or a shower. My giant goes with me wherever I go. Anywhere. Everywhere.
A song that used to go...
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-Ralph Waldo Emerson
...whether that's the bathroom floor of Liquor Lyle's or the Uptown Bar. Whether that's the library or work or the eyes of a new flirt. Wether it's a film or a town or a book or a shower. My giant goes with me wherever I go. Anywhere. Everywhere.
A song that used to go...
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runk:
That is some heavy shit to be carrying around.
You might want to consider talking to a professional. I can recommend a good (and economical) one if you're interested.
You might want to consider talking to a professional. I can recommend a good (and economical) one if you're interested.
charlatan:
My giant follows me as well. Unlike you my sins are my fault and mine alone.
I can't believe the luck you get with the deadpool. Winning on a technicality is, well, winning, I guess.
Lucky fucker.
I can't believe the luck you get with the deadpool. Winning on a technicality is, well, winning, I guess.
Lucky fucker.
This journal is dedicated to Nicole, in the form of a short letter.
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Dear Nicole,
The cure for a.i.d.s. is contained surging through the loins of Bono.
Love,
me.
___________________________________________________
also, two buzzwords:
neodrank
and
deadpool
remember them.
___________________________________________________
to granny...
i'm sorry if i came off as an ass.
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Dear Nicole,
The cure for a.i.d.s. is contained surging through the loins of Bono.
Love,
me.
___________________________________________________
also, two buzzwords:
neodrank
and
deadpool
remember them.
___________________________________________________
to granny...
i'm sorry if i came off as an ass.
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cirrus:
i just used a spoon for my cereal. the spoon is still there. and someday, i suppose it will have to be washed.
squee_:
Forgiven. Besides I think you are pretty close to the mark, not because it sounds squishy, but still because of the name. Either because they like the character, or in the case of quite a few female members they just like the sound of the name. I think if I changed my name to Todd and put up a different profile pic, I would stop getting comments entirely.